'Til I Found You (COMPLETED)

5

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The cold breeze sets in her bedroom. As he lays her down the comfort and softness of the bed, he fondled the beauty of her face. It never failed to take his breath away. She takes a deep breath when he went down her neck. This is not a new thing to her. In fact, she got used to it for so long with so many men that she lost count of but tonight's different. He is different. No matter how she tried to rescind this growing feeling, she always got defeated. It's wrong, she knows that but his affection enlivens her anticipation. Maybe it's him, the one she's been waiting for so long. But she can't erase the fear igniting in her heart. The past taught her many things in life, she's been through a lot of heartaches and bridging the wide gap between them is a risk. The sweetness of his lips is addicting, she moans as he gently suck her neap. She finds herself naked from the waist up. His thumb strokes her other neap as he continues to give pleasure. The breath she takes turned heavy as he pressed her both wrists against her sides.

"Tell me to stop, babe. I won't force you if you're not ready for this", he gasps in each word coming out from his thirsty mouth. Only her lips could quench the thirst he feels.

She knows what's best to do - stop him while things are blear between them - but truth be told, he is her every fantasy. They exchange gaze, letting words fall into places but she can no longer hold it back. She's already drowning into his vast attention.

"I've never been this ready, babe", she is taking the same step as before but this time she's sure. It's him. He pulls away for a moment and takes off his clothes. As she's doing the same thing, he can't take away his gaze from her seduction. It sends shivers all over his system, she became the air that he breathe, the world he lives in - his everything. He weighed things in these past weeks even before acquiring the academy, assuring she's not a rebound. Seeing her everyday completes him, each moment with her is special, his happiness whenever she's near is priceless; he is falling for her. He can't believe his eyes, she's precious lying in front of him. He straddles on top, staring at her dazzling look.

"Where have you been all my life, Lei?", he tastes her lips before she could say anything. His touch gently travels down and spread her legs. She moans upon feeling his bulge rubbing against her womanhood. His wild side turns like a creature awaiting to be released, he wasted no time. He enters without instruction, she flinched.

"A-Ags. Uuuuh. Stop. Stop please. F-ck! You're huge", she pursed her lips from the pain. A tear falls down from her side eye. He gently pulls away while his heart pounds faster.

"Babe, sorry. I'm sorry", he kisses her forehead.

"Let's d-do this slowly. I've never done this in years", she explains while enduring the throbbing pain down there.

"I promise to be gentle, babe. Sorry. I'll take care of you. Don't worry", he owns the plumpness of her lips. It started gently as he could, igniting the blaze they feel. He assures to calm her down through his warm kiss. Her lips gave him access when he nibbles for it, slowly letting his tongue explores her even more. While his hand travel down her, assuring she's prepared. She moans when his lips explore back to her mounds, enjoying it for awhile. That turns her on, she could feel her sweetness squirt. She gasps when he is near enough to her most precious part. It's a torture that he planted small kisses down there, she moans. In no minute, his warm tongue licks her sweetness and that unleashed her wild side completely. She lost it. He kneels on the floor, pulling her near him and started to eat her up. Every drop of her is addicting, he loves her taste. His middle finger thrusts into her opening and her sweetness gushes to his mouth. She moans louder from it.

"Holy shit, babe. You're great", she clenches the bedsheet while her toes arched. His tongue swirls into her opening and the pleasure intensifies. He pulls away then went back to her lips, gently inserting his huge thing. Moan escape from her but he muffles it through his kiss. Her fingers dig into his back as mounds squirm against his bare chest. He thrusts faster until they both reached climax. Both are gasping when he slumped beside her. No one dares to say anything that only the heavy raindrops falling down with thunder can be heard. When the intensity ebbed, he gestures her to come closer of which she obliged. She puts her head on his chest, hearing the beating of his heart. It's like a melody that she loves to listen. He strokes her hair, planting kisses on her head.

"Babe", she breaks the silence between them.

"Mmm?", he casually responsed.

"Bakit ako?"

He scoffs, "ano ba namang tanong 'yan?"

"Apparently, you don't know me that much"

"Does it matter? I love you, you love me. Isn't that all it takes to build a relationship?", he kisses the tip of her nose.

"But ... what if ... just what if I'm hiding a dark secret from my past?"

He laughed, "like what?"

"Like ...", she stares at his innocent eyes. If only he could hear the beating of her heart and read what's running in her mind. No secrets can be hidden forever but she can't find right words to say it. This isn't new to her and she's afraid to end up the same broken one as before. Of all heartaches in life, it has been only her who picked up each piece of her broken heart. Looking at his eyes, she feels unworthy of having him. A decent man falling for someone like her is way beyond impossible, she knows it. And if one day he knows the truth and decides to leave too - same thing as those men she loved before - she can't be sure to stand again on her own. She feels so tired fixing herself. But there's no one else she can put blame on. It's her who never gets tired of believing in love though she knows the truth - love isn't for her. This is her last straw, she tells herself. Though she's afraid to fall even deeper for him and finding herself nothing to land on one day.

"A-anything, babe. We all have something to leave in our past and not everyone around us can accept who we truly are", she tells him.

"Babe, it's all in your past now. It doesn't matter to me. Kahit ano pa yan, I don't care. You have me now, babe. You won't be alone anymore", he kisses her lips.

She responds to his kiss, pouring out all the emotions within her.

Sana nga, Ags. Sana nga. I'm so afraid to get hurt again. And if that happens, I don't know if I could still find myself again.