Guardian angel BOYxBOY

Chapter 5

I wake up to the annoying beeping of my alarm. I sit up and shut it off. I look around and see Alex sleeping next to me on my bed he must have stayed after I feel asleep and gotten tired. He's beautiful only if he weren't an angel. I wake him up. he sits up and I hug him even though I would rather kiss him.
"Go get ready for school. I'll see you later. Okay" he says. I nod.
I get in the shower and I can't help but think of him. The beautiful angel that most people would see I their dreams. I start to think of him and I together doing things he will never do.
Once I'm ready for school I wait for Jessie my best friend who is always there for me and would kill if anyone hurt me.
" Hey" she yells from her car. I wave and get in the car. " How was your weekend?"
"You'll never believe what happened" I say.
"You can not tell her that you see me" I hear Alex whisper in my ear.
"What happened" she asks impatiently waiting for me to tell her.
"My mom told me I was adopted" I say. I'm not completely lying I mean I was told that I was adopted but I wasn't told by my mom.
We show up at school. I get out of the car and groan.
"Yay another day in hell at West Chapel High where you get the crap beat out of you and the teachers don't do shit" I say walking towards the school. Me and Jessie laugh.
"Matthew" yells a voice from behind us. We turn around to see zach. the only other outed gay guy at my school. his bright pink hair shines as the light reflects it. His tight pants not only making him look skinnier than he already is but also making it hard for him to catch up with us. He finally catches up and hugs me.
" Aww. there my OTP." laughs Jessie
" Shut up bitch" zack snaps. We tried dating before but it didn't work because he's like a brother to me.
"Hey don't be rude Zach." I snap at him. We walk into the quad and again like every other day of my life here people give us dirty looks and whispers rude comments as we pass by. We get to our lockers and on Me and Zach's lockers are two male symbols interlocked indicating homosexuality and the word faggot under them.
"Nothing new I see" I mumble as I open my locker. " Well I'm gonna go to class you guys"
" Okay bye" they both say at the same time. They shoot each other a look indicating that the don't like one another even though they do. The day seems to pass by until lunch comes around. I walk out to the quad where me Jessie and Zach normally eat when I get interrupted by Jared and his group of half brained lackeys.
" Hey faggot" he says.
" Hey dimwit" I reply. His group of lackeys now surrounding me. Aaron , Jared's younger brother, grabs my arms and holds me as Jared and the other lackeys start to punch me. He finally let's go and I drop to the ground and Jared kicks me in the mouth and walks off. I get up and run into the bathroom. I check to make sure no one is in here be for I call for him. "ALEX" I cry out with a shaky voice and he appears behind me. I turn around and fall into his arms the blood spewing from my mouth and noise stain his shirt as I hug him. I pull away to clean my face of blood. I hug him again and he squeezes me tightly and I let myself cry on his shoulder. I try to kiss his cheek and he doesn't refuse it because he know how in pain I am and how I feel like right now.
The rest of the goes by slowly and painfully. The release bell rings and I get out of the school and out to Jessie's car as quickly as possible because if I don't get out to the car quickly I get more beatings. I get to the car and Jessie is waiting for me.
" Where were you at lunch today" Jessie ask. I look up at her and she sees my black eye and split lip.
" With Jared" I answer trying to crack a smile.
" OMG MATTHEW. WAS IT JUST HIM OR HIS ENTIRE GROUP OF LACKEYS" She yells pissed off.
" His entire group" I say. she grunts and starts driving down the road. I watch the builds blur as we drive past them until we get to my house. I wave goodbye to her as I walk into my house. I got into my room, get in to my closet, grab a small box and open it. Out I pull a small blade. I roll up my sleeve. I put the blade to my bare skin and slice my skin open. Blood comes pouring out I let it fall on to the towel on my floor.
"Why do u do this to yourself" Alex asks. I shrug.
" I feel dizzy" I collapse. Alex rushes over to me. He can't do anything and he knows it so I bleed out slowly. My vision goes black. "Am I dead" I ask myself. I wake up and I see Alex standing over me he's crying. "whats wrong" I ask. His lips move but I can't hear him.
"MATTHEW" he screams "MATTHEW!" My vision goes black again.