Saturday
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Kenzie
Today is the day Trip gets to meet his son for the first time. I tried talking him into letting me go too since I don't trust Violet. I just have a bad feeling about this whole thing and wish he wouldn't even go but I don't want to deprive him of a life with his son.
I will love that boy too not because I'm with Trip but because I love Trip and if he has a child then it's a package deal. I couldn't ever make him choose between us or that would make me a bad person. He and the boy deserve to be happy either way.
"Ok, baby doll. I'll text you as soon as I leave AT&T so you have my new number, okay?" he says kissing my forehead then looks me in the eyes.
"Ok. I want you to call me as soon as you leave the park too." I say looking down because I'm trying not to cry.
"Oh, come on. We talked about this, you'll get to meet him. I just want to make sure it's not some kind of joke. I want to make sure I really have a son before we start planning a life with a child neither of us know." he says with a sympathetic smile. "Please understand."
"That's not why I'm upset." I don't know how to explain to him that I don't feel good about this whole thing, something feels off or wrong about the situation.
"Then what is it?"
"I have a very very bad feeling about this, Trip." I look at him frantically "I really wish you didn't have to go." I pull his shirt in desperation.
"I'll be fine, baby. Don't you know by now that the only thing this Big Bad Wolf is afraid of is his LIttle Red Riding Hood?" he says which makes me smile at the memory of when I told him that.
"Whatever, just be safe and please call me when you leave there, okay." I gave him one last kiss but not just a 'see you later' kiss, I pulled him in for a kiss so he could feel how much I loved him and already missed him.
"I promise." Then he walks out the door.
I can't shake the nausea that has lingered in my stomach since I found out about all of this. He called the phone company yesterday to make sure he could come in today to get a new phone so they have one ready for him. I pace on the kitchen floor for about twenty minutes after he leaves then I heard my phone ding.
New Message 456-245-7886
456-245-7886- 9:26
Hey, baby doll! This is my new number, I'll call you when I leave the park. Love you ;-*
Me- 9:27
Ok, Stud! I love you so much, be careful! ;-*
I quickly reprogram his number into my phone, only this time I decide it's time to change it to My Sunshine. I figure the best way to keep my mind off of the drama of my reality is relaxing in the jacuzzi.
I run up to my room, change into my yellow bikini then slide my black long sleeve bathing suit cover on. I wrap my hair up in a high messy bun then run downstairs to the kitchen to get me some a Coke before I head outside. I step outside and get and instant chill.
It's cooler outside now that summer is over and fall has taken over. Oh well, that won't stop me from enjoying this beautiful day. The sun is warm and the air has a light chill. Even though the terrible feeling I have still lingers I push it aside.
I walk over and connect by phone to the bluetooth speakers outside and select a song. I figured since I'm the only one here I can turn it up and jam out a bit. I start to dance around and really enjoy myself for a good fifteen minutes, getting my mind far away from the mess of my reality.
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