PERFECT

Why me?

"It's really exhausted when all you do is love them, but you receive nothing but pain..."

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ROSS POINT OF VIEW

Parang nawala 'yong kalasingan ko no'ng marinig ko ang sinabi ni Kryp. Ano pa nga bang aasahan ko? Sa huli mag-isa parin ako. I don't know where my feet dragged me. I found myself sitting in the swing of the park and crying. Para akong sinasaksak paulit-ulit. Napatingala ako sa langit ng naramdaman ko ang mga patak ng ulan.

"Great." I whispered. Akala ko sa movies ko lang nakikita 'yong pag-umiiyak 'yong bidang character, suddenly it will rain. Nangyayari rin pala 'yon sa totoong buhay. Napapikit ako sa langit nang lumakas ang ulan. Nanatili ako sa pwesto ko. Wala akong lakas para tumayo. Biglang sumagi sa utak ang eksena namin kanina ni Kryp. He looked so shocked. I didn't plan to confess. Ang bigat na kasi. Hindi ko na kayang dalhin pa. So I let my emotion driven me and ends up to confess my feelings towards him. Nanatili akong nakayuko.

"Why did I fall?" I suddenly whispered. A sudden flashback occupied my mind. How we met and how I fall for him.

Flashback

"S-stop." Napapikit ako sa bawat tadyak na natatanggap ko. One of them grabbed my necktie that cause me to be choke.

"H'wag na wag lang lalapit sa' min." Dion hissed. They're my friends before until they found out I'm not straight like them.

"WE DON'T HAVE A GAY FRIEND." I winched in pain when Xander kicked my stomach. Patuloy lang sila sa pananakit sa 'kin. Halos hindi na ako makahinga at makagalaw sa mga tamang binibigay nila. Until a heard a yelled before I passed out.

"HEY, STOP DOING THAT." and all went black.

A soon as I wake up I feel the pain in my whole body. When I opened my eyes. Isang ngiti ang sumalubong sa 'kin. Biglang kumabog ang dibdib ko. His amber eyes were giving me warmth. Hindi ko alam kung gaano ako katagal nakatitig sa kan'ya I was drown in his eyes the same time in his features. He has long lashes, plump lips. Chubby cheeks, big round eyes, rosy cheeks, and perfect heart-shaped face. 

"Are you okay Kuya?" He asked. Mabilis akong bumalik sa katinuan at bumangon nang napansin kong nakahiga ako sa hita n'ya. Nasa likuran parin kami ng school kung saan ako dinala ng mga kaibigan ko. But I guess they're not my friends anymore. I came back to my senses when I feel something warm touch my face and wipe my tears away.

"A-aren't you disgusted on me?" He raised his eyebrow.

"Why would I?"

"I-i am g-gay." He looks at me seriously. I'm waiting to see his disgusted expression. But he just gives me a beam that made my heart race. 

"So?" I was surprised when I heard that.

"You're human right." I nodded.

"You have emotions." I nodded again.

"You can speak."

"Yes."

"You can think?"

"Yes"

"You can love someone." as he said that my heartbeat faster than usual again.