Silent Phone Calls (KuroKen)

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This is just kind of a filler chapter for Iwaoi if you don't like it you can skip it and not miss anything important. I didn't plan to make a full chapter for them but I love Oikawa and it kinda just happened sorry :)) Also the next chapter is rlly short so Ima post it later today
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Oikawa's POV

"That's great Oikawa-san, what do you think he wants to talk about?" Akaashi asked me seeming slightly curious even though he kept it hidden under his monotoned voice.

"Obviously he's going to ask you about his wrist. I mean he must know by now." Bokuto took a large bite of rice as he spoke making the last part of his speech hard to hear.

"He's probably wondering why he got stuck with such an annoying soulmate." Kuroo smirked at me and laughed.

"At least I've got a soulmate." I scoffed back at him, surprisingly he laughed it off seemingly unoffended. I tried to hide my nerves behind my humor and it seemed to be working but in reality I was scared he was right. Would Iwa-chan be disappointed to find out I was his soulmate? Did he have a crush on someone else? Did he just want to say it could never work out? I mean just because we are soulmates doesn't mean we have to date, even though I did have a massive crush on him, but some people just stay as friends. I mean, my parents aren't soulmates and they're very happy together. They even met their soulmates but decided it was best to stay as friends. I hope Iwa-chan doesn't ask me to stay friends, I don't think I can handle that.

The rest of the school day dragged on and I could barely focus on any of my work which was unusual for me. Many of my teachers already called me out on it which was embarrassing to say the least, especially when Iwa-chan was in my class. I really won't to know what Iwa-chan has to say but I don't think I can face him if he tells me to just stay as friends. I debated not showing up, texting him that I couldn't make it, but at the end of the day I stood by the gate waiting for him like he'd ask. As the rest of the students made there way back home all I could do was watch and wait.

"Hey Oikawa." After most of the students left I heard my name being called by non other then Iwa-chan. I turned around to face him and followed as he ushered me to the back of the school. What was the point of meeting here first? Not that I'd ever question Iwa-chan but we could have just met in the back to begin with.

"S-so," I know I did not just stutter, am I really this nervous? "What did you want to talk about?"

"I think you know Oikawa." I gulped, he didn't sound mad per say but he didn't exactly sound happy either. "Let me see your arm." I wanted to run. If he didn't see my arm, if he didn't confirm his theory then he wouldn't know. As much as I want to date him and as much as I love him he clearly doesn't love me back. If he figures out we are soulmates he'll want to stay as friends. He'll avoid me I'm sure of it. If he doesn't know he can't avoid me, right? At least that's what I was thinking, but in the end I couldn't see to will myself to do it. Instead I gave in. I pulled my arm out towards him and he grabbed my wrist to read it. After he seemed to think for a second before speaking again, "Just what I thought."

"Huh?" I kind of knew what he was talking about but I was always good at playing dumb anyways.

"Don't play dumb." Well never mind I guess. "How long did you know?" How long did I know? I mean I had secretly been praying this was the case ever since I laid eyes on him but it'd be creepy if I said that.

"Only since yesterday really. I mean that's when I confirmed it at least." I'm honestly too scared to lie to him I feel like he'll know, not that I had any real reason to anyways. Again he stopped to think.

"Was it the pencil?" Wow he picked that up fast I mean I knew he was smart so what did I expect really.

"Yeah." I still hadn't seen his wrist but by the way he was acting I kind of knew what it said, I still wanted to see it though. For the most part my eyes had been resting on the floor this whole time but now as I lifted them up to meet his I could see he was staring at me.

"You want to see, don't you?" Is Iwa-chan a mind reader! Iwa-chan if you can hear me blink twice. Nothing. Why did I think that would work? I nodded my head and he rolled up his sleeve to show me. Surely enough there it was, Oh thank you. The exact phrase I said to him. I reached out for his wrist and held it running my thumb over the words in awe. It was true then, we were soulmates. Even though this doesn't mean he loves me, I felt a wave of pure happiness rush over me and I couldn't contain it.

"Wow Iwa-chan!"

"Don't call me that."

"We're soulmates then!" I pulled him into a hug which surprisingly he didn't resist, he didn't hug me back though.

"Yeah I figured that much out." I let go of him but left my hands off his shoulders for a second giving him the biggest smile I could. Gradually I lowered my arms and we stood staring at each other. "So crappykawa,"

"What's with the nickname! It's rude Iwa-chan!" I cried and gave him my signature fake pout which he just laughed and scoffed at.

"Fine shittykawa." He gave me a smug smile and laughed.

"Thats just as bad!" I crossed my arms over my chest and he just laughed more, I love his laugh so much and his smile and his eyes and... him. Eventually he calmed down and returned to his serious expression.

"I don't know what you want to do from here but-"

"Stop!" I shouted cutting him off. "I can't, I don't want to hear you say it!" If he says he wants to just be friends I think my heart will shatter.

"Huh? Say what?" He looked genially confused had he not even thought of dating me, was that why he was so confused?

"I..." How much do I really wanna say here, either way he'll figure out the truth eventually and if there's even a small chance he likes me back, even if not to the same degree, I wanna take it. "I don't want you to say we should stay as friends." I looked down at my shoes. "I," I took a deep breath before turning my head up to look at him. "Love you." He stared at me blankly, I can't even read his expression. He didn't look shocked or surprised but he also didn't look happy. Not that he looked upset or mad either he literally looked blank.

"Well obviously." He responded nonchalantly.

"What do you mean obviously!" I yelled angrily, he was way to calm about this situation while I was freaking out! It's not fair.

"I mean you don't exactly try to hide it, plus we are soulmates so it was expected." Was I really that bad at hiding my feelings, I guess I did make a foul of myself around him and I got flustered easily when speaking with him. "That's why I wanted to talk to you." I gulped once again feeling my nerves pick back up. Two things could happen here. He says he'd rather stay as friends or he doesn't even want to stay as friends. I guess he could say he loved me back but the odds of someone like him, a god of a man, liking someone like me was low. I know I act all confident, charming, and flirty but it's more of an act rather than my genuine personality. It's more so people like me. "Oikawa I," He took a deep breath never breaking his gaze from mine. "Love you too." Hold up. What did he just say? He loved me? I stood there, unsure of what to do, in utter shock. "Oikawa you good?" I can't believe him. He was so calm and here I was frozen in shock just from those three words alone. Once I broke away from my state I ran up to him and hugged him, this time gaining a hug back.

"Really! Like really really!" He smiled as I buried my face into his shoulder, hugging him tightly.

"Really really Oikawa. I love you."