Another Chance: As A Human 2

Chapter Twenty-Eight: Let's Get Drunk

Silas's POV

I slam the door to the cellar and lock it back. I stomp my way upstairs and straight to the bourbon. I pour myself a glass and down in one big gulp. I look towards Stefan and Damon and they're just looking at me.

"What?" I snap

"Are you okay?" Stefan asks

"Oh, I don't know Stefan. I was basically just told by girlfriend that she didn't love me because for some stupid reason I basically hinted to her that I might still be in love with Amara. So no, I'm not okay."

"Are you still in love with her?" Stefan questions

"I thought... I thought with her trying to kill Katherine and threatening my child I wouldn't be but-" I pause

"But what?" Damon chimes in

"We've spent the last nine months together and well kissing her made me remember things. I don't know." I shake my head at my own statement

"You're an idiot. Sure after Katherine screwed me and my brother over again and again and I thought I hated her, I didn't. But being with Qetsiyah has made me so happy and now I regret ever doubting my love for her."

"All I know is I need a drink stronger than this. I'm going out." I say grabbing my jacket and keys

"Where are you going?" Damon asks

"The only bar in this god forsaken town."

***

"Katherine?" Elena looks towards me

"Hm?" I down another shot

"Maybe we should slow down on the drinking, you might do something you regret." She tries to reason

"This is only my sixth shot, I'm fine." I counter

"You want to talk about it?" She asks

"Talk about what? The fact that Silas is still in love with his ex even after she threatened the well being of my child or the fact that you won't let me drown my sorrows in tequila?" I raise my brow at her

"Silas loves you, what's wrong?"

"I can't even say it back. All the things he's done with Amara these past months, making out with her, letting her live. I just can't deal with it. And now I'm overwhelmed with everyone's feeling and it's just getting to much." I feel a tear run down my face

"Hey, don't cry. You can get through this."

Elena pulls me into a hug and I return it back. She pulls back and smiles.

"Let's get hammered!" She yells throwing down a shot

***

We get to The Mystic Grill and of course Katherine and Elena are there. damn this town for having only one bar! I shput in my head. Without Stefan and Damon saying a word I walk straight up to the bar and stand a few people lengths away from Katherine. She's having the time of her life laughing with Elena. No worries. Sometimes I think that she'd just be more better without me. Elena notices me and her smile goes away, Katherine notices her and looks back at me. She rolls her eyes, reaches over the bar and takes a bottle of tequila, and her and Elena move to a booth far from me. Of course. I guess I just have to accept the fact that I'm never going to be happy. Damon patting me on my shoulder snaps me out of my thoughts.

"Go apologize to her." He suggest

"No, it's best I give her some space."

A couple shots in and I look back over to a laughing Katherine dancing on top of a table. Her hair flows along with her body. No loud music and she still has fun. I decide to call Matt over to play a song loud.