Blame Me Once

Prologue

Prologue:

"Be my whore!"

It wasn't a request but an order from someone that I treated as my best friend.

And so his whore I become,

I can't complain, for it was me who cause his pain.

I thought being that close will make him realize, that I also love him the way that SHE did.

That I can also make him happy the way SHE DID.

BUT lahat pala ng yun, akala ko lang.

Eventually, as time goes by,

Mas pasakit ng pasakit, physically and emotionally.

Ayoko na,

Sa tingin ko naman,

I already paid my debt too much.

Utang na may kasama pang interes.

I need to escape

Away from him,

I need to find the dignity that was lost because of love that I have for him,

I need to restore myself that he destroyed because of hate that he have against me.

So that if ever we come to see each other again,

I can look at him in the eyes,

Saying that,

"You only have the right to blame me once!"