FORBIDDEN FEELINGS

Chapter 25- First Day Back

It's Sunday 2nd January 1994. I get on the train and reunite with Harry, Ron, Hermione, Seamus and Neville. "How was everyone's Christmas?" Harry asks.

"It was good thanks" Everyone responds apart from me.

"Nah mine was pretty shit" I answer.

"How come?" Ron questions.

"Mikey cheated on me"

"What?" Everyone says at the same time. They all look so shocked. They all comfort me and tell me everything's going to be okay. I hope so.

We arrive at Hogwarts (Home). I've never been so happy to be at a school. We walk to the Great Hall and Malfoy walks in. Wow he looks better than I remember. But great, he's walking with Pansy. But I don't like him, so I don't really care. We all sit down and have a speech from Dumbledore, welcoming us back. Malfoy and I make eye contact. I give him a faint smile and he gives me a face of disgust. Oh yeah, forgot he was a dick.

We all get back to our dorms and Hermione and I scream with excitement. WE HAVE DOUBLE BEDS! I get my Discman out and I play 'Girls just wanna have fun'. We dance and sing whilst unpacking our suitcases. This is so fun. I open my bedside table drawer and see the condom. I laugh a bit and put my underwear in there.

For the rest of the night the whole common room are laughing and joking. It feels so good to be back with real people. Fred and George make me laugh so much that I actually end up crying. Ron's been popping jokes and Hermione has been laughing. I feel like those two would make a cute couple. Ginny keeps looking at Harry. I feel like she has a crush on him. Ooooo.

It's almost time to go to bed so I go to the bathroom to brush my teeth, wash my face and have my last wee of the night. I'm the last girl in there which I quite like as I have enough space. I'm so happy to back here, away from Mikey and Sarah. Ugh I hate them so much.

I leave the toilet and Malfoy is stood exactly where he was when I saw him at the end of last term. "Long time no see, Carter" He says, smirking.

"It's only been two weeks" I say back.

"Been sucking your boyfriend's cock over the winter? You slut"

"No actually. He cheated on me. I walked in on him and my best friend having sex, apparently they've been doing it the whole relationship"

Malfoy blurts out a short laugh and says "You deserved that"

"Oh, shut up Malfoy. You're the one who kissed me"

"Yeah but you didn't stop me" he gets closer to my face so I can feel his breath on my cheeks. He smells so good right now. But I hate him.

"Just leave me alone. You're the one person I didn't miss in the two weeks" I lie.

"Good" he says, walking away from me.

Why's he got to be such a dick for? I suddenly start thinking about Mikey again. I miss him. Why did he have to cheat on me with my best mate? Why did he have to cheat on me at all? I know I cheated. But it was no where near as bad as that. My eyes fill with tears and I run to my dorm.

When I get back to my dorm, Hermione is asleep.I feel bad if I wake her up. I get into my new big bed and spread my legsapart. This feels great aha.