FORBIDDEN FEELINGS

Chapter 26- He Deserved It, Right?

Sorry there's a lot of swearing in this chapter :/

We sit down in Potions, first period. Harry and I give each other a smile. The class begins and it is dead silent. I hate this lesson. It's so much easier when Malfoy tutors me. I look over at him and he has his right hand on Pansy's thigh. She looks very happy. I feel awkward watching her get turned on. "Eyes on your work" Snape yells at me which causes me to turn around fast. I sigh and start writing notes. I glance back at Malfoy and he raises his eyebrows at me. I roll my eyes and carry on with my work.

We have a pretty boring day and then I have Muggle Studies with Malfoy last period. He doesn't say anything to me. It's kind of awkward. Why is it so awkward between us?

In the common room I'm sitting in silence. Why am I acting so weird today? Fred and George are performing little jokes on people and when they get to me, Fred asks "Everything okay, Jessa?"

"Yeah, I'm fine thanks, just a bit tired" I reply.

"Is that really the reason or is it about that muggle that cheated on you?" George says.

Fred nudges George and says "Oi. Don't remind her"

"Nah but is it though?"

I let out a laugh.

"You know what you need, a wizard boyfriend" Fred says.

"They're much better" George adds.

Why am I thinking of Malfoy? He'd be a rubbish boyfriend. But he would probably treat me better than Mikey did because I doubt he'd be someone to cheat. But yet again, that's what I thought about Mikey.

"Yeah, preferably someone with a scar on their head" Ron joins in.

We all look at Harry and he gets embarrassed, bless him. "I'm not really looking for a boyfriend at the moment. I'm really behind in schoolwork, so I probably have to focus on that" I say.

"Bollocks" Fred shouts.

"No, seriously. I have homework to do" I reply.

"Is homework a code word for m- " George says as he's about to do a gesture for masturbation.

"No! Of course, I'm not doing that!" I shout whilst laughing.

"What? I was going to say Muggle Studies, get your head out the gutter"

We all laugh, and I leave.

When I get to my dorm, I do my homework and head to bed.

The next day, after school, I walk to tutoring. For once I'm actually kind of excited to spend an hour with Malfoy, usually I dread it.

I walk in and he scoffs "I was hoping you wouldn't turn up"

"Okay, bye then" I say, jokingly, walking out the door.

"I was joking, you idiot. Can't believe you're so dumb"

"I was joking too. Now, who's the idiot?" I walk back in and sit down on the chair in the middle of the room.

"Pathetic comeback. I'll rate it 1/10 for effort"

"Did I ask for a rating?"

"Ugh, can we get this hour over and done with again because I'm bored already"

I smile and he helps me with more spells. He's actually a pretty good teacher. He's rude but he's teaching me useful things. As the hour comes to an end, we start packing up and he asks "Did you enjoy watching me and Pansy in potions yesterday?"

"No, are you joking?"

"Oh, I thought you liked thigh touching" he says with a cheeky grin, showing his teeth.

"Yeah, but not when someone else is getting it"

"Is that because you're jealous? Jealous that I'm getting more action than the school slut? I'm surprised you haven't got off with Potter yet"

"Can you stop putting me and Harry together? I'm sick of it. You even mentioned this at that bloody ball"

"Oh yes, I remember that night. When I found out you were a liar and cheater"

"Oh my God, just shut up"

"You know what, I think you deserved to be cheated on. If I was that filthy muggle, I would've cheated on you many times"

A tear comes to my eye "He did. He cheated on me throughout the whole relationship"

Malfoy laughs loudly in my face which causes tears to stream down my cheeks.

"Ooh. I think this is the only Muggle I respect"

"Just leave it Malfoy" tears are literally running off my face. I can barely breathe. It looks like he doesn't even care.

"I hope every boy treats you like that because that's what you deserve"

"You don't understand how much this hurts"

"Maybe you shouldn't have kissed me in the hallway then"

"That has no relevance"

"Yes it does, because you cheated on him, remember. Don't make him look bad when you're really the bad guy"

"He fucked my best friend behind my back for 9 months"

He laughs "This just gets better. I don't even feel bad. For all we know, you could've fucked all the boys in Hogwarts, you whore"

I grunt and shout "You're a fucking dickhead. I'm going"

I pick my bag up and start to leave the room, but I hear him shout "Someone's on their period"

I freeze. Did he really just say that? I turn around slowly, to see him smirking with his arms folded. This lanky prick is dead. As I walk towards him, intimidatingly, he unfolds his arms and starts stepping backwards, clearly worried. I push him hard, which makes him fall into a table which has been pushed against the wall. He holds his back in pain. I don't care that I hurt him. "Don't touch me" he yells as he spits on my chest, but I have my jumper on so he can't see my breasts, luckily. I gasp.

"Bet that turned you on, Carter. Do you want me to lick it off?"

"Fuck off" I whisper as I hold on to his shoulder and kick my knee up, so it hits him directly in his balls. He immediately grunts, holding his balls. He deserved that. He curls up into a ball on the floor. I know this is a bad idea as he is definitely going to get revenge. But oh well. I have won the argument.

As I walk out, I look back in the doorway and say, "Don't expect me to turn up to tutoring for a while". He is sobbing on the ground. I've never seen him like this before.

At the common room everyone is having a laugh, but I can't help but feel bad for kicking Malfoy in the balls. I mean, he really deserved it because he's a pathetic knob who needs to be put in his place. But maybe I went too far. I can't believe I wasted my whole Christmas thinking about that tragic loser.