FORBIDDEN FEELINGS

Chapter 31- ;)

It's Friday. It's been four days since I told Harry the truth. He hasn't forgiven me yet. I don't know if he ever will. Hermione, Ron and Harry have been ignoring me. The only time Hermione speaks to me is in the dorm. Luckily, Seamus and Neville aren't mad with me otherwise I'd have no friends. I haven't even spoken to Malfoy this week, probably for the best.

During dinner I really need the toilet, so I go. As I leave the toilets, Malfoy is leaning against the same wall that he always seems to be leaning on.

"Do you love hanging around the girls toilets?" I ask, rudely.

"Yeah, it's where I pick up all the ladies"

I laugh "You wish. Who'd want to be picked up by you?"

"Pansy"

"Course"

"Maybe you should start hanging around the boys toilets as you are slut after all"

"Good one" I say sarcastically. He's not funny.

"Speaking of you being a slut, did Potter get his Valentine's blowjob on Monday?"

"No actually. Everyone watched me tell him I just want to be friends"

"Typical Carter. Letting people down and telling lies. You just get worse, don't you?"

I scoff and start heading back to the Hall.

"Where do you think you're going?" Malfoy asks.

"Back to the Hall" I say.

"No, you're not. Follow me" he demands and winks. I shrug. What's the worst that could happen?

I follow him down to the Slytherin common room. It's really cold and dark in here. We head to his dormitory. There are four beds. "Why are there four beds?" I ask.

"Zabini, Goyle and Crabbe" he points at each bed when saying this "Most people share dorms. You're just lucky to only have one dormmate"

I nod and he sits on his bed, taking off his shoes. I do the same. I lie against his headboard. "Why did you take me here?" I question.

"Just felt like it" he answers bluntly.

"Do you hate me?"

"Yes. Obviously"

"Why though?"

"Because you think you're better than everyone else"

"Says you"

"But the difference is, I actually am better than everyone else"

"Oh my God. Your ego is so high"

He laughs, stands up, takes off his cloak and throws it on his chair whilst saying "I'm bored"

"So am I"

"Want to have some fun?"

"Sure"

"Take off your cloak" he demands whilst crossing his arms. I do as he says. "And your jumper"

I am now lying here with a shirt on and he takes off his jumper so he's in a shirt. He looks so good. He takes his tie off. He lights a candle and unbuttons his shirt (not taking it fully off) and rolls up his sleeves.

He starts crawling up the bed until he's over me. He kisses me. His lips are so soft. His scent fills my nose and I feel so warm. He's lowkey thrusting against me and I can feel his warm body radiate on mine. My knees are spread apart so his body can rest in between. He takes off my tie and throws it behind him. He forms a faint smile as he starts unbuttoning my shirt. I'm getting butterflies. I pull him in for another kiss. He only unbuttons my shirt half way.

He then starts placing small kisses on my neck whilst still thrusting against me. He sucks on my neck, just above my collar bone, giving me a small hickey, which causes me to arch my back in pleasure. I stroke down his chest. He smirks. He gives me a forceful kiss and sits up. He unzips his flyer and suddenly the door swings open. I push Malfoy off me.

"Woah. What am I witnessing?" Blaise shouts in shock, covering his eyes.

Malfoy stands up "It was a one time thing. I don't like this girl. She's a Gryffindor. I hate her"

"I know. Why were you on top of her then?"

I start to get button my shirt back up, embarrassed.

He mutters "I was teasing. Don't tell anyone about this. It will never happen again"

"It better not. Listen, if she doesn't get out of here in 2 minutes, I'll tell the whole school"

"I'm leaving" I say, kind of disappointed.

As I'm walking out, I hear Malfoy say "I was leading her on. Just a bit of fun really"

They both laugh and I quickly run out of the Slytherin common room.

My heart sinks. What if he is just leading me on? I see everyone come out of the Great Hall.

I get into the Gryffindor common room. "Where have you been?" Neville asks which causes everyone to look at me.

"I felt sick, so I went to the toilet" I lie.

Everyone nods and I go up to my dorm.

I lie on my bed. Imagine if Malfoy is just leading me on this whole time. That was such a crazy experience. I was having so much fun. I really enjoyed it. I look at my hickey in the mirror. It's like he's marked his territory on me. I hope no one see's it.