LIFE
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Can we be happy with our love ones? Can we not face our problems and just keep running?
that's what i've been asking to myself until now. But, someone made me realized that. we must face our problems to regain the peacefulness in our life.
When one slipped away, there will be another one to hold tight. you just gotta wait and accept the situation and you'll be over it.
i may be lost Isaiah for good, But there is another angel who came into my life and will be staying with us forever.
"ANOTHER push! come on you got it! just a little more push and we're done!"
i took a long deep breath, then muffled a shout while pushing so hard.
"okay, let's do this. i can see the head." the female doctor told me and made an okay sign.
"Mmmph" I groaned and arched my body a little bit so i can make strong pushes.
No kidding, giving birth is really hard and tiring. giving birth for the first time is really the hardest.
I took a long deep breath and gripped my legs tightly. i can feel my nails digging into my legs causing it to create tiny wounds.
the doctor and nurses are doing their bests to keep me awake and breathing until the baby goes out.
i can feel my breath hitching while i push so hard.
"Take a deep breath, mommy. you can do this. almost there." the doctor seriously said and ask the nurses to prepare the oxygen for me just in case that i can't really do it.
Slowly, I felt my baby lowly slipping away and making it's way outside.
i made a one strong push and my angel completely got out of my stomach.
Thank god it's over! this is so damn tiring.
the doctor immediately lift the baby and lightly slap her butt making my baby cry loudly.
i was panting and sweating so bad and i feel s exhausted while i am looking at my crying baby girl.
"Congratulations! mommy. it's a healthy baby girl!" the doctor smiled at me and handed my baby to the nurse to clean her up.
i closed my eyes and heaved a sigh while telling myself that i did great. I made it! i gave birth to a lovely girl.
after cleaning, they put her beside me and gave us time to share our moments.
with my teary-eyes, i caressed softly my angel's cheeks and chuckled when my baby purred like a cute little kitten.
I send a short prayer to god. Because he helped me stand strong and he kept me awake until my baby was born.
"Can we now ask what's the complete name of this cutie pie?" magalang na tanong sakin ng isa sa mga nurse. kahit naka-mask ito, nakita ko ang mga mata nitong naka-ngiti at masayang naka-tingin sakin.
i looked at my baby sleeping peacefully in my arms and remembered what my husband and i talked about.
FLASHBACK:
"I would like a bible based names for our sons. Just like yours." I said, smiling widely.
"Sons?" His eyes sparkled while muttering those words. "I would like to name our daughters after those seasons, just like my lovely White Summer."
END OF FLASHBACK
I smiled while looking to my baby girl.
"Autumn. Autumn Morris, that's her name." I told the nurse and she immediately write it down.
I can't hold back my tears because of what happened. I can't believe I am now a mom!
they transferred me into a room, and i noticed that, River, Shiela, and Aldrina is following us wearing a relieved expression.
"We'll leave you for a while, mommy. we will take your angel to the nursery room. So you can take your rest and we'll see you when you're awake." the kind doctor informed me after we reached my room and we immediately agree to her.
"We heard it's a healthy baby girl.!" Dalen exclaimed and squeaked in delight.
i just nod then showed them my sweetest smile even though i'm tired as hell. Dalen and Aldrina screamed in unison and jumped in glee. While River just nod at me with a soft smile.
I laughed softly and closed my eyes as i tell them that i want to sleep so I can regain my strength this time.
They nod their head eagerly and told me to rest and sleep as long a i can and
the last thing I remembered is them happily talking about something before being completely swallowed by the darkness.
I OPENED my eyes when I heard some voices coming from the corner of this room.
"Hala! Ang ingay mo kasi eh! Nagising tuloy si Summer!"
Napatingin ako sa nag-salita at Nakita ko ang mukha ng dalawang maingay na babae na si Dalen at mukhang naging close kaagad ng magkita sila kanina.
Naghikab muna ako at ibinalik sa kisame ang tingin ko at manatiling nakatulala doon. i can still feel the pain down there. But, that pain is really worth it when it comes to giving birth to my little girl.
"Ang cute cute talaga ng baby na to! kamukha ng tatay." rinig ko pang bulong ni Aldrina na nagpa-taka sakin.
ibinaling ko ang paningin ko sa kanya at nakita kong nakatingin ito sa cellphone ni Dalen. tatanungin ko sana kung paano nya nakita ang mukha ni Isaiah ng maunahan ako ni Dalen.
"Si Isaiah? pano mo nakita ang mukha non, eh ang sabi sakin ni Summer hindi pa daw nakakapunta dito si Isaiah?" seryosong tanong ni Dalen dito.
Agad ding sumeryoso ang mukha ni Aldrina at mahinang nagmura.
"Hindi kamukha ni Summer, edi sure akong kamukha ng tatay! Alangan namang kamukha ko?" Sarkastiko nitong sagot na mukha namang binili ni Dalen at naniwala naman ako ng konti. Konti lang.
After some time, I requested that I want to see my daughter so, they put me on the wheelchair and assist me to the nursery room.
Sinalubong saamin ang nurse na in charge sa nursery room at kaagad na tinanong ang apilyedo ko.
She assist me to my daughter's incubator and found her sleeping peacefully with her light pink blanket and clothes.
"Taray, walang napamana ang bruha! Inako lahat ng tatay!" Bulong ni Dalen sakin habang tinitingnan namin si Baby Autumn ko.
Nanaig sa kwarto ang tunog ng pagtama ng heels ng sapatos ni Dalen Sa tiles ng kwarto. "Sis, may ibabalita ako sayo mamaya sa room mo. Huwag dito baka sumigaw ka at nagising ang maraming batuta." Bulong ulit nito sakin na nagpa-kunot ng noo ko.
"Sabihin mo na dito. Binibitin mo ko Gaga ka eh!" Gigil kong bulong dito pabalik.
"Doon na nga sa kwarto kulit!" napalakas na ang sagutan namin kaya agad kami na sinaway ng nurse na in charge ngayon an naging dahilan ng pagtahimik namin.
Agad naman kaming bumalik dahil nagpumilit akong bumalik para malaman ko na ang sasabihin nya.
"Kahapon ko pa to nalaman. Kaso preggy ka kaya naisip kong pagkatapos mo nalang manganak. Eh tapos na kaya sasabihin ko na ngayon." Pagpapaliwanag nito may hindi mapalagay na mukha at saka may hinanap sa cp nya.
Perp parang biglang gumuho ang Mundo ko ng sandaling iharap nya sakin ang screen ng cellphone nya.
'Morris-Javier Nuptial's date is now out!!
Save the date!! October 28, 2020. 3:00 p.m '
Sana hindi nalang ako nagpumilit na umakyat para na nakamamatay na balitang Ito.
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