With Love to cat from fin

CHAPTER 68

I and max stood in silence for a while, i couldn't think of how much he is hurt with my stupid doings. now i think of it, i should have just told him the truth and asked for his help instead i stupidly hoped that  i would develop feelings for him if i try enough, "i am sorry max, i didn't mean to hurt you" i started but he cut me off saying, "no, to be honest, i was waiting for you to realize for yourself" he said unfolding his hands, he came to stand before me, "i know..... almost everyone of us knew of samrat chasing after you, i acted selfish and asked you out" he sighed again. 

"i was really surprised when you asked me to get together, i was shocked and.......and happy too" he said, "sorry max" i started, again he cut me off "let me finish this" he nodded motioning me to sit, i did and he took my hands into his and said "i could feel you refusing every time we kiss but still i hoped and waited for one single chance to get your attention. And i thought i did, when we kissed in the game, that was the first time you kissed me back" he gave me a sad smile, i opened my mouth to apologize again for misleading him but closed it to let him finish, "i was selfish and stupid" he completed. 

"i am sorry, i played with your feelings, i was really trying" i said as tears rolled down my cheeks, i was such a fool, i just played with everyone's emotions, i don't know what i would do if they refused me, he sighed nodding his head "about cathy i am sorry i really didn't know anything, i thought i know you but...." he shrugged not finishing the sentence, i nodded closing my eyes, he wiped my tears and said  "i'm telling you finn, i really like you, i want you to promise me one thing" he said, "if you ever have any kind of trouble with that bastard. promise me that you'll give me a chance, you'll look back to me" he finished squeezing my hands, i nodded not able to say anything. 

He took a deep breath and said, "i guess it's time to talk all these stuff with your boy, i bet he didn't know a bit about cathy" max said forcing a smile onto his face, "max" i called, "i am really sorry" i said, "it's okay, i mean it hurts but it's okay" he said raising up, "can we get back to be friends like before?" i asked, "yeah, i guess we can do that" he said, i smiled sincerely, i went ahead and hugged him "thankyou" i said, he just patted my hand gently.

Max and i went out into living room where all were waiting anxiously, pam came to me taking my hand she lead me to a couch, "so?" dany asked, "we made up" max said shrugging, i gave him a 'shut up' look, "we talked andd" he dragged the word, "and what?" jermy asked jumping from his seat, "and nothing we  agreed to be friends like before" i said, max face fell but he smiled and asked for samrat, i looked around for him, he's not here, he must be upset, "fiona, stay calm we have something to tell you" aedion said, "where's samrat? what happened?" i asked, "he's not here" jermy said, "not here?" i asked getting anxious, god please just don't let him leave me now, i should talk to him, "he's not in his room, don't worry fiona, he must be upset and went out to cool down, he'll be back by morning okay?" brady said, a stupid painful thought entered my mind, what if he got upset and left the vacation? no no no that wouldn't happen, he'll be back by tomorrow and we'll talk. a voice spoke in my mind assuring me, i should stay positive i thought to myself, "give him some time fiona" aedion said, "i know he'll be back, he'll always come back for you" he said with a smile, i nodded still trying to push out silly thoughts, "let's all take rest now" jermy announced yawning, all agreed and we went to our rooms.

Back in the room, i couldn't sleep at all, i was feeling anxious and my mind kept flashing me the past times, i slept in between dany and pam, so i couldn't really move out, i just stayed wide awake the whole time thinking of samrat and waiting for next day.

Atlast when the dawn broke i was more than happy and waited excitedly to see him, i went out and made tea and waited for others to wake up, dany started making breakfast and i helped her, we had breakfast and still no trace of samrat, the more i think of him the more i get this bad feeling about the whole thing, "call him again ad" i said to aedion who kept on tapping his phone, "i'm trying fiona" he said staring at his phone.