CHAPTER 34

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In lunch break we all went to canteen for lunch, i sat silently as everyone on table continued to talk and laugh on something which i was not at all interested at. Samrat,aedion and jermy joined us with their plates filled with pasta and cheese burger "hey" samrat greeted sitting beside me, "hi" i answered back trying not to look at him, 

"guys" he said clapping a little to get everyone attention on table "we have a boxing competition this weekend in campus level" he announced  "oh for all three of you?" pam asked who sat to the other side of me, i still didn't tell her that i'll help her with samrat, 

"yeah for three of us, it's a internal competition among the campus students" aedion answered "i'm gonna kick your asses" jermy said biting on his burger  "oh really?" aedion said with a smirk "yeah watch me" jermy said lifting his hands in a defensive stance, aedion charged at him making jermy jerk up from his seat, we all laughed at them, 

"so will you come to cheer on me?" samrat asked from beside me, i looked up meeting his eyes, his beautiful brown eyes "ofcourse" i said with a small smile.

After lunch we had lab, my eyes were burning as i had to suffer looking at the system screen for a long time. coming out of the lab i thought of how to say no to samrat if he offers to drop me home, i shouldn't come out rude.

As expected samrat asked me if he could drop me home, i said that i'll go with dany today, he raised his brows at me but nodded his head leaving me with dany. All the while back dany kept glancing at me, i felt a little uncomfortable, i was more than happy when i reached home, it's not like i don't want to tell her, i just don't want to discuss this with anyone, i felt like this is the most personal thing and i really don't want to make her worry about me.

After reaching home i worked on the assignments and weekly schedules and helped my mom with the house chores and went to bed trying really hard to avoid his messages.

The next few days i was able to successfully ignore his calls and car rides, sometimes we messaged each other and talked about schedules but nothing more than that, it made me think that one day i will be be able get out of this little crush on him if i continue this.

Samrat, he was literally pleading with his eyes for a little explanation for sudden change in my behaviour, whenever he asked if i'm okay i said that i'm fine and one time i snapped at him and said stop annoying me, i knew this is hurting him, i too will be hurt if dany, pam or any of my friends suddenly ignores me but i'm hurting too, i feel like crying whenever i see his eyes with full of worry and questions for me.

That weekend as planned we all gathered at pam's house, i went to pam's house a little early, i wanted to talk to pam about samrat, i just wanted to tell her that i'll help her to flirt with samrat.

So dany and i reached pam's house early, hilda opened door for us, we saw their kitchen island filled with many colourful cups and bowls apparently hilda made cookies, cupcakes and many other snacks for all of us.

Pam came down to greet us then we went up to her room, after settling in her room i announced that i would i would help her hit on samrat, she squealed and hugged me saying that i'm the best person, yeah if only she knew about your real feelings my inner voice snickered at me, this stupid annoying thing. pam was soo happy, i don't have a single right to take away her happiness. 

Everyone arrived shortly after, except for aedion. Samrat and jermy purposefully made a video call to aedion just to bug him. Hilda has arranged all the snacks and juice on a tea table in pam's room, we moved pam's bed to one side and sat in the middle of the room spreading our books and kaal's laptop on floor, i sat with xerox sheets beside jermy who was hell bent on completing all the snacks before anyone touch them, 

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