With Love to cat from fin

CHAPTER 30

No matter what happens time will not stop for anyone, sun rises like every other day and you'll be left to face the situation on hand and i still have family and friends to take care of, thinking this i wiped my tears collecting myself and went to wash up.

I got ready and went down into kitchen to get a ice pack to cover my puffy red eyes, i rubbed my eyes with ice pack for a while and went back to my room, i put on extra amount of concealer to cover my dark circles and packed my bag "hi sweety"  mom greeted me with a smile, i smiled lightly "are you okay?" mom asked cleaning up the counter "yeah, i just feel lazy" i answered trying to smile broadly, she nodded and returned to making breakfast.

I ate breakfast all the while texting dany, i texted her saying that i will be going to college by myself today and she never agrees to that if i don't give her a real good reason, i sent a message "don't worry, i'll be fine" and left the chat room, when she pushed me give her a exact reason.

I wanted to walk and have some alone time for myself, i wanted to walk to clear my mind, how stupid of me to forget about her birthday.... I took my bag and started walking, i started an hour before the college time so i could leisurely walk there. my mind rushed with thoughts of cathy, how we used to have fun during birthday's.

Back in the days we spend most of the time in her house cause her mom used be always busy with part time jobs leaving all the house works for cathy. Cathy's mom was single parent who struggled to lead life with her daughter, her mom always tried to forget her burdens by consuming excess alcohol, we always found her passed out in her room whenever we needed her. cathy's mom has acted mean and had never cared for my best friend, she always made cathy do things on her own. 

The first time i hated her soo much was when cathy got her first period and was in soo much pain, we didn't really know what to do cause she was first among us and i have zero clue on how to help her handle the pain, when i went to her mom asking for help, she waved me off saying "it's ok, let her be" i stood there speechless cause her mom wouldn't even care take a look at her own daughter, i went back to cathy who was crying curled up in her bed and sat crying with her, till cathy herself gained strength and said that she's fine and suggested me to call my mom. cathy, that idiot was always soo mature and she would be the one to come up with quick solutions for our problems, cathy used to do many part time jobs to help herself, she even saved up money for college and everything crushed just in 3 months.

As i was walking on pavement thinking about cathy, my phone dinged with message, i fished my mobile out of my bag and unlocked it to see pam's name flashed on the screen "heyya, where are you?" pam chirped into the call, i quickly replied her saying that i'm on my way to college, "okay, meet you there" she replied back.

I reached college before 20 minutes of class time, so i went to sit on study tables outside the cafeteria, i felt soo down, it's her birthday today, i wish we would meet on a special day like this by some miracle, there's not a day i wish she could be by my side, really my inner voice started you technically forgot her birthday my inner voice scoffed at me, i sighed looking around, it was soo peaceful out here unlike my mind which is swirling with all the memories.

"so class, don't forget to submit your papers by next monday" Mr. Dean said closing his laptop, we all sagged in relief as he left the class. pam turned to us overly excited and said "girls i want to talk to you both" 

"yeah, now that fiona is here, speak" dany said looking at pam curiously 

"not here" pam said looking around the class, 

"ah...now what? is it like world's destruction secret mission or some thing?" dany whined 

"no, but it's something important" pam said smiling to herself, i was not at all interested in what she was soo excited to share with us, but i should not get it out on them, 

"Then next hour, let's go out if professor won't show up" dany asked looking at both of us, i nodded when she looked at me.

"fiona were you busy yesteraday?" dany asked as we sat on a bench near humanities block, 

"not really,why?" 

"no, just you didn't reply my text last night" dany said, 

"yeah, you didn't return my calls"  pam said, 

"ahh....yesterday i was a little busy and felt tired so went to bed early" i said

"you seem to have become busy these days" pam said 

"yeah, we used to talk everything while travelling together and now that samrat is dropping you home, we don't have time to talk at all" dany pouted a little, 

"really?" i said rolling my eyes at her,  

"really!! really..." dany said nodding with a serious look, i narrowed my eyes at her

 "also i wanted to ask you, where did he take you the other day?" pam asked curiously,

i wasn't really in a mood to explain them but any how i said "we went to his grand mother's house" 

"why?" pam asked as soon as i finished my sentence "i mean we didn't know samrat's grand parents live here" she said clearing her throat 

"he just wanted to visit her" i said simply, i felt like i shouldn't talk much about his personal life, i felt protective over his things, 

"why is he suddenly going on visiting his family, is something going on?" dany asked rubbing her chin looking all serious like a detective investigating a case, 

"actually i also wanted to mention this to you guys" pam said coming a little closer, dany was sitting in middle, i and dany automatically moved forward to listen to her "i heard that sam's dad was sick last week so he suddenly went to his home town" pam said, 

"how do you know?" i asked raising my brows at her, aedion and jermy sounded like it was a pretty confidential thing, "direct source" pam said giggling slightly 

"samrat told you?" i gaped at her, they are close remember? my voice asked, that annoying voice never shuts 

"yeah, we talked when he was visiting his home town" pam said, he never mentioned this to me i thought to myself, ah...whatever!! i unlocked my mobile for any updates of afternoon classes 

"fiona, did he say anything to you?" dany asked, i shrugged tapping my mobile, she gave me a long look and turned back to pam, "so what do you wanted to tell us" dany asked pam

pam tucked few strands of hair behind ear and took a deep breath preparing herself and said "i think i like samrat".

******************************************************************************

Hey Guys,

Hope you like this chapter.

Please do comment on this chapter in the comment section below and make the little star yellow to show your support.

See you in next chapter :)