Kabanata 20
Last Pick
I walked down the long corridor of our school and had no clue on what would happen to me today. Pinilit ko lamang na pumasok ngayon dahil ayokong mapag iwanan sa klase.
Dad confiscated my phone and all of my gadgets. And he even ordered Kuya Carlo to fetched me up on time. Marami siyang sinabi kay Kuya Carlo at hindi ko alam kung naintindihan ba ng aming driver ang narinig.
But one thing is for sure, Dad became too strict. I understand, I broke his trust. Tama lamang naman ang ginawa niya. I am his only daughter and he wants nothing but the best for me.
"Gina is just making sick stories," I whispered, still walking.
Maraming mga babae ang bumati sa akin. I am not really that popular in our school, tsaka lamang naman ako nadiscover ay noong sumali ako sa isang pageant ng batch namin.
Today is Monday again, I still have a long week to endure everything. And I think, a week wasn't enough. I am going to endure this for the rest of my life. Hindi naman ako nagrereklamo, I should be responsible in my every decisions.
Natapos ang unang subject ko nang lutang ang isip ko. Laking pasalamat ko na lamang sa aming professor at nakisama siya sa mood ko. Hindi kasi ito nagpa activity sa klase, simpleng homework lamang ang ibinigay.
And yes, my second class is Dylan's subject. Pilit kong pinasigla ang mukha ko para 'di siya makahalata, as much as possible I don't want to add more stress on him. Ayon kasi sa nabasa ko ay maari itong maging sanhi ng paglabas ng isa sa mga persona niya sa katawan.
Ayoko nang mas gumalo pa ang sitwasiyon namin. Ayoko na.
I gather myself up when I entered our room. Maaga ako kumpara sa iba kong mga kaklase. Kaunti pa lamang sa mga kaklase ko nasa room namin. And unfortunately Jarson is one of them.
"Ate Lilac ganda!" he shouted, copying Gelai's voice and tone.
I scoffed and rolled my eyes at him. Napangiwi dahil umagaw ito ng atensiyon ng mga nasa loob, they looked at me for a second before resumed on what they are doing.
"Sama ka ulit? Groceries naman ipamimigay sa Sabado," sabi nito habang sinusundan ako sa pag upo sa aking upuan.
Tinignan ko siya, naninimbang ang tingin. Wala namang nagbago sa kan'ya, nagbuntong hininga dahil sa naisip na nakalimutan ko na humingi ng sorry sa kan'ya noong huli naming pagkikita.
"I am sorry," I bowed my head a little.
"Huh? Para saan naman?" he asked with a hint of confusion.
Huminga ako nang malalim at binalik ang tingin sa kan'ya. I don't know if he's just pretending that he doesn't know why I am saying sorry or he just forget about that. I chose the latter.
"Sorry doon sa.....'yung nandoon sa waiting shed," I trailed off.
"Wala lang 'yon, trip ko lang magdrama that time," he chuckled and shrugged his shoulders after.
"Pero still I am sorry," I replied.
I don't know why I badly wanted to say sorry to him. Naguilty lang ata ako talaga sa narinig mula sa kan'ya. I appreciates his effort, tbh. Isa siya sa mga taong nagtitiis sa ugali ko aside from Pyeona.
Maybe I am just afraid that he would avoid me because of my attitude. Aside from I am not good at conversation, I am really an insensitive person. And I know, sometimes I sucks at everything or maybe always.
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