Demonic Intake of Diamox (Completed)

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Kabanata 31

His POV

I've spent many years trying to hide my true self, trying to ignore the people inside my head and not share their existence with anyone.

Nasanay akong mag isa, no one was around me everytime that my other persona would come out except Casper and Tito Dino who were there for me since I don't know when.

I was 15 when a psychiatrist from States diagnosed me with DID. It was a total mess when I've learnt about that. I feel like I am no longer a human since many people was living inside my body.

It was actually disgusting how a lot of people just simply brush you off when you tell them something is wrong. I was about 9 or 10 when Tito Dino began to realised that I couldn't collectively remember parts of the day, days, or weeks!

They took me to the hospital and a doctor came in, gave me one look and quick exam and told Tito Dino and that it was just a simple "stressed" word and told us to stormed out of the hospital since her other patients was waiting outside.

Naging routine na namin ni Tito Dino kasama si Casper ang bumisita sa hospital after our class. The doctors took almost months to diagnosed me correctly.

At first they told me that I have a schizophrenia, then dive up in conclusions that it was a temporary amnesia. But that's not yet the end, Mr. Griffin, the therapist in that hospital told me that I have a bipolar disorder.

Sa murang edad wala akong maalala na may matino akong childhood memory. Except that I was in and out in the hospital because all my diagnosis was a total bluff. Gusto nang sumuko ng mga panahon na iyon ni Tito Dino.

He was stressed because of work and Casper. Pagkatapos ay dumagdag pa ang sakit ko. I feel so ashamed, minsan ay naisip ko na maglayas na lamang at magpalaboy laboy para wala na akong maabalang tao.

I was fifteen when I discovered that I was suffering from DID or Multiple Personality Disorder. There was a time that I left my sketchpad open halfway, and realised that one of my child alters drew on a creepy black and white face of a man and left his name on it.

And it was Rere, siya ang unang persona na nakilala ko.

After discovering that, Tito took me to counselling for more than a week and with someone who specialised in PTSD. That was when they sent me over to a Multiple Personality Disorder clinic. It was referred as MPD not DID that time.

Tito Dino became my second father, he never compared and treat me as anyone else. Itinuring niya akong parang tunay
na anak, at sa katauhan naman ni Casper natagpuan ko ang isang kapatid.

I've learnt how to isolate myself inside my room, not talking with anyone except myself in front of the mirror. I've age many years and yet I don't remember anything in my past.

Nawalang parang bula ang nakaraan ko kasabay ng pagdating ng mga alternate personalities ko. I know that my lost memory has a big part why I've made many personalities inside my head.

At totoo nga, simula nang makilala ko si Diamond nang magbakasiyon kami sa Batangas dahil nandoon ang nag iisang ancestral house na naiwan ng mga magulang ko sa akin, nag umpisang lalong gumulo ang mundo ko.

But I wouldn't deny that I've felt something weird at the same time. Her angelic face never left my mind, kapag si Dylan ang may ari ng katawan ko ay siya palagi ang kasama ko, I've tried so hard just to hide my sickness to her.