EN- Series 1: Loving Mr. Park (Completed And Edited)

I'll tell You even it's already late

JAY'S POV

Pagkatapos na pagkatapos ng kasal ay nagpaalam ako sa kanila na may pupuntahan lang.

Pinigilan pa ako ng parenst ko, lalo na si Dad. Kailangan ko daw makihalubilo sa iilang bisita lalo na sa parents ng asawa ko.

ASAWA?!

Isang babae lang ang gusto ko'ng maging asawa pero hindi na mangyayari yun. Nakatali na ako. At sa ibang babae, hindi sa kanya.

Mabuti na lang din at mabilis ang naging seremonya dahil hindi naman na kami nagkaroon ng wedding vows since the marriage is just to prove that I am not going to run away from my responsibility.

"Aalis ka na? Hindi pa tapos ah" napatigil ako sa paglalakad ng salubungin ako ni Sunghoon.

"May hahanapin lang." sagot ko.

"Si Mycah ba?" napatungo ako bago tumango. Bahagya nya akong tinapik sa balikat sabay buntong-hininga.

"Don't ruin everything. Ito na yung senyales na hindi kayo para sa isat isa. You should atleast accept it. Baka may masaktan pa" paalala nya sakin. Bakit ba lahat sila kung magsalita ang daming alam? kasalanan ko bang NGSB ako plus bawal din sa Company ang magkaroon ng romantic relationship?

"Gusto ko lang syang makausap. Last na to. Sige na. Hahanapin ko lang sya" sabi ko at tinapik sya sa balikat. Malungkot nya lang akong nginitian, bago gumilid para bigyan ako ng daan para makaalis.

"Sa labas mo hanapin, napansin ko sya kanina na lumabas eh" pahabol pa nyang sabi bago ako tuluyang umlis ng Function Hall.

Then , I saw her like she is about to go somewhere pero natigilan sya at nginitian ako.

"My-" that's the least word I could utter dahil sa kaba.

"Congrats. I got surprised by your sudden wedding but Im happy for you" I got surprised, too. I want to hug her. But I cant. Lalo na ngayon. Hindi na talaga pwede.

" I'm sorry-" she cut me off. Her smile is still plaster on her lips. How can you still smile while, I was about to cry.

"It's ok. Atleast you invited me here. I got the chance to witnessed my friend's wedding" My parents invited you. Thinking that would make me happy. Nagkamali sila. Kung pwede lang magwalk out kanina ay ginawa ko na.

"You cried..." I want to wipe away that tears.

"Ahm.. y-yeah. because I'm happy to see you getting married. You're a real man now. I'm happy that you are starting building your own family." I'm more happy if it's you whom I would marry. Pero hindi na iyon mangyayari.

" You do? But I'm not" halata sa mukha nya ang gulat nang dahil sa sinabi ko. "I dont think I could still smile genuinely after this. The least hope that I have was gone.... You know... I shouldn't be telling you this but I just cant keep it." nakatitig lang sya at naghihintay ng mga susunod ko pang sasabihin. Nararamdaman ko na yung unti unting parang pinipiraso ang puso ko. "It's this Company's rule who's keeping me to not to tell you about my feelings. I already told you about it, right? that was the time that you told me that we're still young and you're right. You maybe thought that I get over with it but I didn't. I can't. Until now. I may be married to other woman but my heart belongs to you. I don't want you to give it back to me. I want you to keep it. I want you to still have it. Even it takes forever, I won't mind. I'll be in this marriage for just a year. We already talked about it. The media didn't know so no complications or issues. After that, I want you to promise me that you'll wait for me. We still could be together." napailing sya at tuluyan ng tumakas ang mga luha na alam kong kanina pa nya'ng pinipigilan.

"What about the child? Your child? You don't want the child? I've seen her, she's pregnant. We're not in a romantic relationship so you dont have to be guilty of what you did. of what just had happened. We better off as friends." sagot nya. Gusto ko na din maiyak.

" Do you feel anything for me? Because I do have feelings for you. More than friends it is." sabi ko.

" You already have your family. Just be happy and contented with it. I wont stay away from you. I will still be your friend. Your number one fan. You dont have to worry" she managed to give me her sweetest smile but still tears were running down her face.

"Can I hug you?" nag aalangan pang tanong ko

"Y-Yes" may pag aalangan sa sagot nya kaya agad akong lumapit at niyakap sya.

" I'll still love you more than friends." I felt her stiffened pero patuloy ko pa din syang niyakap.

This would be the last for sure.

A/N:

Hindi ko alam kung ok lang ba yung flow ng story. Medyo kasi nakukulangan pa ako sa mga eksena. siguro ieedit ko ito kapag natapos ko na. Mas pagagandahin ko pa ang bawat eksena sa bawat chapters.

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