The tokoyamiverse

DPD

Requested by Toko_boi      (Warning, there will be mentions of suicide) 

dependent personality disorder

a personality disorder characterized by excessive emotional and practical reliance on other people, inability to make decisions without support, and passive or submissive behaviour

tokoyami had told bakugo he had this before they had even started dating 

bakugo had actually been the one to confess his feelings first to the raven 

but tokoyami didn't want the explosive boy to become irritated by his disorder if they were to be a couple 

he was told he was a clingy, overemotional and very dependant of others 

he felt like a burden to everyone around him and he didn't want to burden bakugo's life too

the boy wanted to be the number 1 hero 

and he would never be held back by someone like him 

but it seemed like bakugo didn't care 

"I love you fumikage, and I love everything about you, even the things you hate about yourself" bakugo had reassured 

"but what happens if you become tired of me? this part of myself, I can't help it, I need someone to support me but you don't" tokoyami had cried 

but bakugo had stopped him there 

"I will be that person fumi, and will never become tired of you" the blond stated before placing a kiss on his new boyfriend's beak 

those words echoed in his head as he rang his boyfriend 

he had been ringing him every 5 minutes

the blond was out fighting villains but tokoyami couldn't help but worry

"hi fumi," bakugo said as he picked up

each time he never sounded annoyed to answer the phone, tokoyami was grateful he had him in his life

"hi kasty, I'm just calling to see how you are," tokoyami said sheepishly 

"I'm good, just beating up some fuxxtards, how are you" bakugo answered then asked 

"I'm good, I'll call you later, love you" tokoyami answered 

"love you too" bakugo finished as the call ended 

relief filled tokoyami's heart

just before it was distinguished by a new figure watching the scene 

"jeez, clingy much?" a new voice called out 

tokoyami didn't recognise the girl but she had a U.A uniform so she was defiantly a student 

"surprised you could land a guy like bakugo katsuki with how clingy you are, that on top of how freaky you look" she laughed and taunted, coming into his personal bubble 

"Sorry?" tokoyami asked with sadness and shock, confused to what this brought about 

"you puxxy footing bixx make me sick" she grimaced, she was now directly in front of the raven head 

"Why are you talking to me like this? I haven't done anything to you, heck I don't even know you" tokoyami questioned as he felt himself being backed up into the wall 

"you existed" she stated as she snatched his phone 

"hey! give that back!" tokoyami shouted but she kicked him in the gut 

"you panxx weirdo" she stated as she dropped the phone onto the floor

"stop" tokoyami coughed/pleaded 

but instead, she smashed and crunched the phone underneath her foot that seemed to grow in size 

"just die already, no one would care if you did" she finished before walking away, parts of his phone still stuck on her foot 

the words swirled around tokoyami's head as he stared at his broken phone

"just die already, no one would care if you did"

"not even bakugo" tokoyami sighed as he headed to his room 

"bakugo would be happier" he whispered as she shut the door and grabbed a training rope from his closet 

"if i"

he tied the rope into a noose and wrapped it around his neck, hoisting it up over his light and about to step on the chair 

"just" 

he stepped onto the chair and got ready to jump, happy memories of his friends flooded his mind 

but he knew they would be happier if he would just

"die" 

he jumped 

but felt his body be cradled instead of the straight drop 

he opened his eyes to find sweating terrified crying bakugo staring at him with concern, fear but relief 

"fumikage! what are you doing!" the blond screamed as tears flowed down his face 

but all the raven could do was hold onto his boyfriend tightly, crying into his shoulder as he felt his boyfriend slump to the floor and hold him closer 

tokoyami had explained what had happened once he had regained speech 

he was now wrapped in his fluffiest blankets while bakugo cradled his tiny boyfriend and stroked his head 

"I didn't hear from you and I knew I had to check on you, thank god I did, can't believe what happened, how dare she, I will make her pay, I will make anyone who even tries to do this again pay" bakugo rambled as he continued to stroke his boyfriend's feathers  

but bakugo was just talking to himself, tokoyami had relaxed so much he had fallen asleep

bakugo smiled lovingly and kissed his head, positioning himself to sleep too 

he would never leave his boyfriend alone ever again 

except for tomorrow for one hour 

the large foot girl walked from her locker towards her next lesson 

only to be stopped by a boiling mad bakugo katsuki 

"hello bxxh" he greeted menacingly