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Background music: Interlude_Dream, Suga

Background music: Interlude_Dream, Suga

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I pushed the blankets off me. Staying under them seemed suffocating. Or maybe, that is how I was feeling right now. It didn't want to sleep. But I felt beyond exhausted. A little trouble in breathing but I ignored it. I looked outside the window. There was nothing but the dark, ink sky and the water reflecting the colors. The moon was some where behind the clouds. I groaned; my head starting to hurt. It was something around nine. The parks, bars and restaurant were still open but I had no interest going there. Then, the door opened and my roommate, Namjoon walked in. I glared at him for no reason and he did the same. Rolling my eyes, I got off the bed and headed towards the door. I intentionally slammed the door behind me just to get the rise of Namjoon. Yes, I respected him as a rapper. And if I'm being completely honest, I love his skills. Doesn't change that fact that he's a human and not my baby Holly. I seriously hated the fact that my mother didn't allow me to bring Holly along with me.

But once I was outside, I realized how exhausted I felt. My eyes were droopy but I knew that if I went back in, I won't fall asleep. I tried to think of something. Maybe even work on my music. But simply the idea of it was sickening me. Rubbing my eyes, I head towards the deck. Hoping the fresh air might help me a little.

As soon as I walked out, the chilly sea breeze literally slapped. Even though the conditioners in our room were on. The temperature outside was a lot different. I groaned again; tugging on my hair. Walking out to the deck made no difference to me. I sighed from the frustration and walked towards the railings. The salty sea scent, the sound of the constant humming of the ship's engine and the waves crashing against the side. All of these should've calmed me. But it didn't. And because of it, I was getting even more frustrated. I hated feeling like this. I couldn't do anything. Not even working on music. And staying unproductive made me even more frustrated.

I drummed my fingers on the railing. My foot tapping against the floor. I was starting to feel restless. My eyes shifting around. The drumming increasing in sound until my fingers went numb. Letting my head fall into the cup of my hands, I let out a silent scream.

My eyes fell onto a little raised platform at the side. With nothing better to do, I climbed up on it. It wasn't exactly the safest of the ideas, but at the moment my brain wasn't thinking much and I didn't care. I was okay as long as I don't lean forward more than-

"Excuse me?"

I turned around hearing the voice. A boy, somewhat younger than me I guessed, was looking at me with a slight panicked and worried look. His forehead was furrowed together. His eyes shifting between me and the railing. I noticed his cheeks were puffier than boys his age. Then my eyes fell on the jacket he was wearing. Even from where I stood, I could see it was from a expensive company.

Tsk, Rich kids.

Not that I had anything against them. However, I knew some kids were total jerks. So was most of the human race. But whatever.

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