Saving Harper

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When we got back sa condo ko from meeting his family, I felt too lazy to pack things for our trip so Xavier warned me na mas lalung no chill sya bukas pag nag empake kami. Natatawa parin ako over that fact. But at least I was warned. Di ko alam kung paano ko masisingit yung iba kong gustong dalhin. Magpapacute nalang ulit ako.

"Why are you 'no chill' pag dating sa packing?"

"Ano ulit? Saan?" Xavier smiled mischievously. Alam ko naman he was pertaining to something that rhymes with 'packing'.

"Packing shit." I rolled my eyes as I closed the room light leaving us with the lampshade glow. I climbed to my bed kung nasan kanina pa syang nakaupo at kumportable na. I can't express how even my soul jumps for joy seeing him on my bed. Like it was made for him to be there.

"OC lang siguro ako. Saka sa totoo lang, ako din naman mag bubuhat nyang mga maleta mo, so pinapagaan ko lang talaga yung buhay ko." He chuckled.

May sense since Xavier is exactly the type na dadalhin lahat para sayo, so malamang sya magdadala ng mga maleta ko. Pero paano naman yung mga gamit na gusto kong dalihin? All the extra clothes I wanted to choose from. I asked him about that, baka sakaling pag bigyan nya ko.

"Babe, most of the time, naka heavy coat tayo don so paano makikita ng mga taong kasama natin yung outfit mong I'm sure cute at maganda?"

I sulked but again, tama sya. Wala ngang makakakita non. Buuuut, OPLAN: Pa-cute will still commence tomorrow.

"Ikaw makikita mo." I started testing the waters.

"Alam mo kung anong gusto kong makita?" He smiled teasingly and his voice changed. Jusko po. Nagsimula nanaman akong kabahan because just when I thought I can have my way, he turns to another direction surprising me yet again.

But regarding the topic he veered to, hindi ko alam kung hanggang kailan ko kayang mag hold back ng mga nararamdaman ko everytime we have really heavy make out sessions.

Yung self-control ni Xavier when it comes to asking me if I was ready was incredibly strong, pero syempre madaming instances na I could feel things from his body...umm, for the lack of better term, harden, and napapadalas yung pag kulong nya sa bathroom after. Sya yung pinaka hirap dito, but never syang nagreklamo.

Just take the fucking chance Harper! Kung olats ka sa sex, pwede naman kayong mag practice! Think of it as training. Eventually you'll be able to perfect it after a lot of practice. Malay mo magaling na teacher si Xavier? I giggled at that and because of the fact that I was thinking about this too technically.

Tinaasan ako ng kilay ni Xavier wondering why I just giggled. "Alam mo na yung gusto kong makita?" I almost forgot his hirit.

"No. What's that Mr. Arnaiz?"

"E bakit ka parang kiniliting teenager?"

Namula ako. "Hindi kaya." I fixed my face. He took me into his arms so nakasandal nako sa kanya sideways.

"So anong gusto mong makita?" Ay binalik ko pa talaga dun yung topic no? Ako ata yung excited na may ipakita. Mamaya bundok lang pala sa Iceland yung gusto nyang makita. Pero nag punta na sya don e.

"Yung bakas ng rebelde days mo."

I frowned. As if naman madami akong marka ng rebelde days. Then suddenly naalala ko. He wanted to see my tattoo. When I first mentioned that, I was beyond unready to show it. But now that we're dating, I didn't see why it should be a problem. Nahihiya nalang naman ako ng konti. But if I was starting to contemplate about sex, ano ba naman na ipakita ko na sakanya.