4: gold roses

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Raegan's POV

I lit some candles around my apartment and turned on some old school R&B while I cooked. Not having a roommate was still kinda weird to me but on nights like this I enjoyed being able to just vibe out on my own.

"Real love...I'm searching for a real love," I belted out loudly. I carefully made my plate and sat down eating, happy with how everything came out. I rented a random movie that had just been released and relaxed into my sofa.

When I heard a knock at the door I assumed it was a neighbor or maybe Ky or Tae were popping up on me. The last person I expected to see at my door step was Jiles.

"What are you doing here?" I asked, placing a hand on my hip and looking him up and down. "How do you even know where I live?" I kept questioning.

"Don't trip. I just had to see you again. After you said you didn't want me to text you I figured I'd just drop by and see how you were doing," he grinned. He had a box in his hand and although I was interested in knowing what was inside, I didn't like that he just showed up unannounced.

"You've got a lot of nerve. After everything I don't understand why you're trying so hard to be my friend now," I said.

"If you let me inside I can tell you," I hesitated but opened the door up so he could come in. "Well damn, am I interrupting a date or something?" He asked, looking around at all the candles.

"No, I just like the ambiance," I said, turning the lights on.

"You can keep them off, I don't mind," he chuckled, setting the box down on my coffee table.

"I do," I said. I definitely did mind. I did not want to be in the dark with him. He shrugged and opened the top of the box revealing gold roses. I stared at them for a moment taking in their beauty then snapped out of it. "You know I don't like flowers," I stated as if I was unimpressed.

 "You know I don't like flowers," I stated as if I was unimpressed

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"Because they die, I know. These last a year. No watering necessary," he cheesed. I lifted the box, feeling the flowers. They were real, and they were gorgeous.

"Why'd you bring them?" I asked, setting them back down.

"I didn't want to bombard you and be empty handed. That'd just be rude," I took a seat on my couch and he joined, sitting a little too close. "Look, what I did, I can never take back. I can never take that hurt away even though I wish so badly that I could. I've never-" he stopped like he was looking for the right words. "I've never felt the way I feel for you towards anyone else. I've tried to get over you, I really have but you are who I'm meant to be with. You are the only person that can complete me. I know I'm not worth it but all I'm asking for is a second chance,"

"I don't think I can give you that," I said after a long pause. I wanted to give in but I was so scared to get hurt by him again.

"Just think about the fact that we're both here right now. In Boston of all places. My contract lasts 4 years. I'm not going anywhere soon. The fact that we're together again after a year is fate and ion even believe in that shit," he chuckled. He was always so against me saying anything was fate so to hear those words from him I knew either he really believed it or he was trying real hard. I think it was a mix of both. "Just let me prove myself. If you want a timeline we can do that, too. Six months?"

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