ONE SHOTS COMPILATION

I'M A MESS

I opened my camera and start filming myself.

"Hi guys! I'm Xilin your vlogger. So today I will be showing you my room since many requested it. Tara!" I paused for a while and went to my room.

"So guys this is my room. Ang ganda diba? Charot HAHAHAHAH." Actually medyo messy ang kwarto ko. Itinuloy ko nag pag vivideo hanggang sa natapos ko nang itour sila sa kwarto ko.

Inedit ko kaagad yong video para maiuupload ko nalang mamaya. Napahiga ako sa makalat kong kama at natulog.

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Nagising ako sa ingay na nanggagaling sa cellphone ko. Sino ba tong tumatawag na to?

"Hey are you busy? Let's meet." my bestfriend asked.

"No. You just woke me up from my peaceful sleep." note the sarcasm.

"Oh I'm sorry." then he laugh.

"Anyway san ba tayo mag memeet?" tanong ko

"I'l just send you the address. Mamayang 4 pm." I hummed and drop the call.

I saw the vid I just edit a while ago in my laptop.

"Haist I'll just post it later. Kakain muna ako." bulong ko sa sarili ko.

Pagpatak ng 3:00 nagayos na kaagad ako ng sarili ko. Nakarating ako sa meet up namin ng maaga kaya inupload ko muna yong vlog ko. Saktong pagkatapos mag upload ay dumating na rin si Kev kaya itinago ko na ang phone ko.

"So ano gagawin natin?" tanong ko kaagad.

Kev smirked devilishly. "We'll do something fun." bigla niyang tinakpan ang ilong ko gamit ang panyo and in just a second I felt dizzy.

I woke up in an unfamiliar room. Without clothes and pain is over my body. I tried to stand up but my vagina hurts. Fuck! He raped me. My bestfriend took my virginity. Tiniis ko yong sakit at pinulot ang mga damit ko saka nag bihis.

I went to the police station but they didn't help me. Instead the molested and raped me too.

After what happened to me I noticed the sudden change in my body and attitude.

Instead of vlogging good ones I am now vlogging my shits and when I do something stupid. Before I was gaining praises but now I am gaininf hateful comments and people are now bashing me, but the hell I fucking care? They don't know the reason why I became like this.

Now I am currently filming myself while using drugs. I'm also drinking liquor and smoking cigarettes. Laughing and crying in the same time. Hurting myself also. Actually I'm filming live.

"Do you want to know why I became like this? I'm tired of faking my smile. I'm tired of showing the exact opposite of what I really feel. Stop judging me as if you know what happened to me. So let me tell you a story. One day as I finished filming my room my best friend called me. He wants us to meet so I agreed. Then suddenly I just woke up naked in a hotel room. What happened? My best friend raped me. Kev Villaflor raped me. I trusted you Kev but why? what did I do to you?" I started crying and the effects of the drugs I taken was gone.

"I tried telling the police but they didn't listen to me. They also raped me. Of course Villaflor family is powerful and no one dares to mess with them." I flashed the picture of tge police who raped me.

"I was tortured by people's comment. I was tortured by your judging eyes. I was tortures by my parents not physical but by words. And you guys are killing me slowly." pinunasan ko ang luha ko at ngumiti.

"I became a mess because of you. I became a mess because I can't have my justice. I became a mess because I want yo forget what I have experienced."

Iniba ko ang backround kung saan ako nagvivideo. Isang lubid na nakasabit ang nasa backround ngayon.

I filmed myself commiting suicide. Because a mess like me need to vanish in this cruel world.