ONE SHOTS COMPILATION

I CAN'T HAVE YOU

"Hi love! Halika kain na tayo. Good morning to my queen." Bati mo saakin.

"Good morning to." I greeted back.

"Where do you want to go? Mall? Shopping? Or sa Amusement park? Or beach? Let's have a vacation Love. Kahit 1 week lang." Tanong mo.

I felt sad hearing those. Because it means one thing.

"Anywhere Love. Basta nandoon ka." Ngumiti ako ng pilit.

"Okay. We'll go Hawaii and swim every beach we can go. I love you." I nod.

"I love you too. Let's eat."

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HAWAII

"Love I'm tired." Saad ko.

"Okay then let's go at the cottage first. Rest for a while. We've been swimming for hours already." You said.

No. That's not what I mean.

"No. Alucas I'm tired of hiding. I'm tired of being the second woman." I said murmuring the last two words.

"But Love. We already talked about this. I can't lose you. We can't be in public. I might lose you." You sincerely said.

"But, okay. We only have 2 days right? Let's spend it together. No other person. Only us." You nod and smiled genuinely.

"Lets do other things also. I'm tired of seeing a beach everytime. Lets go hiking or stargazing. Anything except swimming." I said to you

"Sure love. Anything you want." You said and gave me a peck of kiss.

"Uhm love, can we go to paris tomorrow? I want our last day end there. Can we?" I pleased

"Sure love. Why not now?" You asked

"Can we now? Please Love. I really want to go to paris with you." I made a face.

"Sure love. We can go to Paris every weekend if you like." Sadness filled my heart but I still smiled and nod.

I wish we still can.

You booked a first class flight immediately. It was 2 pm when we the plane flew. We arrived Paris around 5 am in the morning. You were still sleepy but I forced you to watch sunrise. We went to Louvre. Where the glass pyramid is.

Mga quarter to 6 nag simulang mag pakita ang araw. It was so beautiful and peaceful. I just hope I can watch the sunrise everyday with him.

"I love you Amirah. I always do. But I can't promise to be with you always. I can't promise to give you the attention you need. But I will always be here. I will always love you." You whispered.

"Its fine Love. Always remember that I love you too. I always love you." I said and kissed you.

Around 7 we went to our hotel and slept for a while.

I woke up around 3 and ordered a food for us. While waiting I took a bath. This will be our last day. I know we still have until tomorrow but, She needs you. They need you. Ayokong ilayo ka sakanila.

"Good afternoon Love! Bangon na! Maligo ka na roon at may pupuntahan tayo!" Saka kita tinulak pa punta sa shower room.

Maya maya may nag door bell kaya pinuntahan ko iyon. It was our food. Binayaran ko ang delivery boy saka sinara ang pinto.

"Love ano yon?" Tanong mo.

"Delivery boy. I ordered us food. Lets eat na." Tumango ka at umupo.

Pagkatapos natin kumain ay pumunta tayo sa Mall at nag arcade. We also watched a movie.

About 7 niyaya kitang kumain sa Eiffel Tower. Ofcourse you said yes. It was so romantic that I wished we can always be like this.

We finished around 8 and I asked you to let's go back.

I wanted our last night be ours. In front of the Eiffel Tower.

As we entered the hotel room I immediately kissed you hungrily. You kissed back and lifted me. I wrapped my legs around your waist. Our kiss deepens and your hands started to roam at my body.

We end up in our bed and started to remove our clothes.

"I love you." I whispered as you claim me again and again until morning.

I woke up tired but still manage to cook breakfast to you and bathe myself. I wrote a note before leaving you, officially.

Months after we split ways I heard that you and Kiarra will held a wedding. I was sad but still happy. I was Kiarra's Maid of Honor. Ofcourse, I am your stepsister. We aren't related in blood but in the eys of the law and the people we are sibling.

The reason why I can't have you. I might be the first one to love you but Kiarra will love you all her life. She will love you more the way I loved you.

I can't have you because you impregnate her the day I was introduced to you as your stepsister. We may be lover before that happened but Kiarra and your child need you. They need you more that I do.

I can't have you because we aren't meant to be.

"I love you Alucas." I whispered before leaving the reception venue.