LOSE YOU TO LOVE ME

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🎵You promise the world and I fell for it
I put you first and you adore it
Set fires to my forest
And you let it burn
Sang off- key in my chorus
'Cause it wasn't yours

"Ano nanaman bang pakulo to Wake? Pag ako nadapa dahil sa nakatakip mata ko sasapakin kita." inis na usal ko

Wake is my boyfriend.

"Maya. Tayo ka muna dito tapos pagsinabi kong tanggalin mo na saka mo lang tatanggalin." saad niya at umalis sa tabi ko.

"Hoy wag mo'ko iwan dito!" sigaw ko sakanya.

Narinig ko ang tawa niya sa di kalayuan.

"Tanggalin mo na piring mo." ginawa ko ang utos niya.

Nag adjust muna yong mata ko sa paligid hanggang sa unti unting naging klaro paningin ko at natulala sa nasa harapan ko.

"Surprise! Happy birthday Yuerika!" napaawang ang bibig ko.

"W- wake." Damn I'm speechless.

Ang daming balloons na nakakalat sa sahig. May letter ballon din na nakadikit sa dingding and wake is wearing a texudo, he's holding a cake on his right hand and a bouquet of flowers on his left hand.

"Wake." I cried because of happiness

"It's your birthday today so I prepared a surprise for you. You liked it?" He asked. I nod and went closer to Wake to hug him.

That was the first surpise you did for me. Our relationship became more tight and happy until our 4th anniversary came.

🎵 I saw the sign and I ignored it
Rose-colored glasses all distorted
Set fire to my purpose
And I let it burn
You got off on the hurting
When it wasn't yours, yeah

"Babe happy 4th Anniversary! I miss you! Can we meet?" I asked through chat.

I waited for 10 minutes before your reply came.

"I'm sorry, busy ako ngayon. Bawi ako next time."

And with that our conversation ended. I went sad that day kase birthday ko rin nung araw na yon. And you always surprise me every time my birthday day comes. Buong araw wala kang pramdam.

🎵 We'd always go into it blindly
I needed to lose you to find me
This dancing was killing me softly
I needed to hate you to love me,
I needed to lose you to love me

I was so excited to see you after months of being you busy. Nagpaganda pa ako na sana di ko na ginawa.

"Let's break up." yan ang unang sinabi mo pagkarating na pagkarating ko.

"What?" I was shocked of course!

"I'm tired of you. I can't takw you anymore. And I fell out of love." that was your explanation and left me hanging.

I went home crying and heart broken. Napabayaan ko sarili ko kaka iyak at kakamukmok sa kwarto ko. I keep on asking why? why did you broke your promise.

2 months after we broke up I found out that you're getting married and with that I realised that one thing, that if we're not meant to be we're really not meant to be.

And now I'm losing you for me to love myself.

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