Eddie Gluskin x Reader

What Scares Me

I looked at the bed and thought about what I should choose. Me and Eddie could snuggle and watch movies or I could let him mark me as his Little. We could have snuggle and watch movies another time or wait until after we get married to let me be marked as his. I thought about it a little longer. Eddie still doesn't know what ex/bf/n (ex boyfriend name) did to me. I looked at Eddie "Eddie I chose the movies" he smiled "It's your choice Darling I'm happy with whatever you chose."

I looked down and felt my eyes water. Eddie noticed "Darling what's wrong?" He grabbed my hands and held them. I stayed silent as I tried to make myself tell him. "I-I...."
"Darling breathe it's okay." I looked at him taking a deep breath. "Eddie I need to tell you something." He sat on the bed and had me sit next to him. "It's about my past." He looked at me worried "It's okay Darling you can tell me."

I held onto Eddie's hands "It's also the reason why I have scars on my back." He kissed my cheek "It's okay you can tell me Darling."

"Two years ago I was with an ex of mine. At first he was everything any girl wanted in a boyfriend. That was until he had me wrapped around his finger. Once he had it where I would do anything for him he changed. One night he wanted to have sex and I didn't. He got mad said "It wasn't an option" He hit me and pinned me to the floor. Once he got me on the floor I fought back and kneed him hard in between his legs. As I was trying to get away from him he took off his belt and hit me on the back leaving welts and gashes from how hard he was hitting me. After taking so many hits I stopped fighting from how much pain I was in. He started to tear off my clothes but didn't do anything because Lisa walked in and hit him in the head with a lamp and knocked hom out.

Lisa then called the police and had him arrested. To this day he is still in jail for domestic asult. Eddie looked furious "If that son of a bitch ever gets the idea of comming near you or speaking to you I'll kill him." I held on to his hands which were now shaking from how furious he was. "Eddie it's okay he will never come near me. Even when he gets out of jail I have a restraining order on him."
"That's just a piece of paper. He can still try, but I won't let him" I took a deep breath amd looked at Eddie with tears that never stopped flowing. "I don't care about him anymore all I want is a life with you and only you. I love you Eddie." Eddie calmed down slightly "I love you to my precious little Darling." He smiled and kissed my head.

I giggled and hugged him and buried my head in his chest. "Now lets watch our movies and cuddle but we need to put some pajamas on. Go in the bathroom and change Darling there is some pajamas in there for you already." I nodded and went into the bathroom. There was a pair of pajamas I have never seen before. They were shorts with a cami top and f/c soft with had stars on them. I changed and got comfy taking one last look at them on me. They hugged my butt and curves and made me feel good about myself.

I walked out and saw Eddie in a pair of pajamas like mine but were long long pants and top. "I may have kept this surprise a secret" he smirked and patted the empty spot on the bed next to him. I crawled in bed next to him and cuddled up next to him. "Now we have matching pajamas Darling." I smiled and kissed his cheek "We sure do babe." He pulled the blanket over us and played one of the two movies (what ever two movies you want).

After the first movie I felt sleepy and let out a yawn but tried to hide it. "Sounds like someone is tired." He looked down at me cuddled up to his side. "Maybe." He chuckled and turned off the TV. "That yawn says so Darling. Lets go to sleep we can watch the movie tomorrow."
"Okay." I moved a little bit so he could lay down. Once he was comfortable on his side he pulled me over to him so he could be the big spoon. "Good night Darling. I love you." He kissed my shoulder. "Good night my love. I love you too." A few minutes after spooning Eddie fell asleep. 'Please don't ever do what scares me the most.' After thinking to myself I soon fell asleep after Eddie.