His kiss

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JANESSA POV

While he was driving, I saw him checking me out often.

''What?'', I raised my brow seeing his action.

''nothing'', he shrugged casually.

''So you guys will be going out later?'', I asked him.

''No Why?''

''Jeez... don't say that. You meet him after so long. Just spend some time with your siblings together'', I shake my head.

Cris didn't say anything for a while.

''If you still despise him because of your past, then you are wrong Cris. He won't come too far just for testing me if he didn't care about you. He just doesn't want you to get hurt again'', I told him what I felt. ''Remember Cris... he's the one who taking care of you and Marlene alone''

''I know'', he halts his car as he reached my office. His expression looked suddenly turned down. ''He sacrifices a lot for us but I never did anything for him...'', his words surprised me. 

Until now everyone is thinking that Cris hates his brother but the truth is he's not. He cares about his brother more than anyone and maybe that's why he left. Probably thinking that if he stays with his brother, his brother would live guiltily for Cris's breakup with Maya.

I saw him gripping the steering. Probably thinking about some of his dark memories. Raising my hand, I place it on top of Cris's hand. He turned to see me.

''You OK?'', I ask him in concern.

He smiles as his other hand palms my cheek.

''Thank you....'', he said sincerely.

''For what?'', I ask him while looking at his breathtaking eyes.

''For everything'', he gently leans in and connected our lips together. For some reason, I didn't stop him. We pull apart as we take shaky breaths. My heart is pounding faster as I couldn't look into his eyes. Just when I about to open the door, Cris grabs my wrist and pull me back to him.

''You are the gem of my heart, Jane'', his forehead touches mine. ''And allow me to do this'', saying that, he holds my head in his hands and captured my lips with a kiss. I wanted to push him, but I couldn't for some reason. His lips moved against mine seductively.

I pulled away from him and sits at my seat while taking a breath. I want to faint now.

Shit, damn it... I shouldn't do this....

''I will wait for you after work'', he said casually as nothing happened between us.

''I.... umm... can take cab'', I said reluctantly.

''Listen Janessa... Don't tempt me. You won't like it'', he warned.

I didn't say anything. Getting down from his car, I walked inside. Suddenly I wanted to tease him. I want to know what he will do if I go back on my own.

I hope I won't regret this....

I asked my colleague to drop me back at the house. Since I left early, Cris wouldn't know about it. I took a quick bath and just when I come out of the washroom, I was startled by Cris's appearance in my room.

''w...what are you doing here?'', I was trying to be bold.

He steps towards me like seeing me as his prey and before I knew he pinned me against the wall. Drops of waters dropping on the floor since I didn't wipe my face yet.

''you shouldn't play with me darling'', saying that, he sealed my lips with a powerful kiss. I lose my rational thinking when he deepens the kiss. 

Never in my life, I ever kissed anyone like this, and trust me, when he kisses me, I forget everything around me. I never thought his kiss will make me feel this way.

His lips were so good against mine and I parted my lips to give him more access. . He was gentle but firm. Honestly, he's a good kisser. I kid you not. I could feel his hand caressing my cheek softly and it makes me feel high.

No... 

''No this is wrong'', pulling away from him, I covered my face with my palms as I started to cry. I don't know why but I feel like want to cry. I feel like did something wrong and guilt covered me. 

He's younger than me... how can I....

Suddenly I feel like I'm on the air. Opening my hands, I saw Cris who is carrying me by bridal style and walked me to my bed as he gently puts me on the bed. I couldn't see his eyes. Unexpectedly, he came beside me as he pulls me onto him.

''w...what...''

''sshhh... just sleep'', he says softly as he was caressing my hair. Obeying his order, I close my eyes; forgetting everything that happened between us.

He indeed has the power to make me lost to myself....

When I wake up in the morning, Cris isn't beside me. For once, I feel grateful since I no need to face him. It's just too awkward. I don't want to fall for him...

God, Janessa... don't let your feelings out... He's younger than you...

When I walked downstairs, I saw him waiting for me at the doorway. Gathering my courage, I decided to talk with him.

''I... wanna move out'', I told him straight away. He turns back as I saw his expression changed drastically.

''Why? Because I kissed you?'', he asked me sarcastically. ''you think I don't know that you are enjoying it too?'', he added.

''w...what the heck are you talking about?'', I was embarrassed by his question.

''It's true what....'', he smirked. ''Just because I said I like you doesn't mean I will beg you to accept me Janessa... please mind that'', saying that he walks out of the house.

He was driving speedily as I was sitting silently. I don't know why but I'm having this mixed feeling which is bothering me since I talked with him. I never had any relationship and when he said that he likes me, deep in my heart I felt happy but at the same time, I know it won't work out.

Why my heart aches anyway?

I thought he won't come to fetch me, but I was wrong. 

He came to fetch me 

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