My Irresistible Bad Boy [COMPLETED]

Don't avoid me, please

JANESSA POV

''Hey Jane, why not you join us for lunch today?'', Nick winked.

Since my 4 pm – 1 am shift started, I would normally back home on Saturday. Nick was basically forcing me out to have lunch with them which I couldn't reject right away. Maybe I should go back after that.

''So Jane, how's your working going on?'', Nick asked me while eating his pasta.

''good.'', I smile lightly.

Cris was eating his food silently whereas Marlene looked excited since she was talking non-stop.

''Do you have a boyfriend?'', his words make me get a cough.

''Hahaha... she never had any boyfriends'', Marlene tapped my shoulder.

Cris looked up at me surprisingly which make me blushed more.

Holy shit.... Why must this topic come out now?

''Oh wow... that means... no first kiss no sex... never?'', Nick teased me.

Since I couldn't hear it more, I excuse myself to go to the washroom. Damn that Nick... make my heart nearly come out from my chest.

After taking some time to calm me, I walked back to the table.

''Hey sorry... I was just joking'', he looked guilty.

''It's ok'', I smile lightly.

''If you don't mind... can I ask you why?'', he asked me hesitantly.

Sighing, I looked up to him. ''love....'', I smile. ''never meant to me, I guess. I never had many proposals. Even if got it, it was just temporary or to play with my feelings. Just like that. There was once, I liked a guy very much during my studies. But then... when I confess my feelings for him, I found out that he wasn't being serious with me. He was just using me. Then... got a few on the list. Lastly, I liked Remi'', I paused.

''I really liked him. But...'', I shake my head. ''he couldn't think me more than a friend. I guess I was just too good maybe? Or ugly'', I shrugged.

''you must be really hurt'', Marlene looked sad.

''Yes, I was. But maybe because this occurs to me always. So... it becomes numb. I feel sad for one-two days. Then I can overcome it. So that's why if someone I love left me halfway except my family, I won't be crying a river for it'', I told them.

After that, I back home without them since Marlene wanted to go around the place with her siblings. I'm not interested though.

''Hey buddy... you guys miss me'', I hold Choky and Spotty in my arms while kissing them. Tying my hair into a ponytail, I played with them for a while.

Thunders heard everywhere like it's going to rain soon. After taking a bath, I sit on the couch in the hall; accompanying Spotty and Choky since they looked scared of the thunders.

''Hey darling'', I was jolted awake by my ex-roommate, Leia's voice.

Opening my eyes, I saw Leia and her guy friends last time.

''I came to give this to you!'', those guys started to grab me, tear my shirt, and started to molest me.

I was crying harder until I feel like I'm someone's warmth. Opening my eyes, I saw Cris in front of me.

''You OK?'', he asked me in concern, and I nodded. My body is shaking, and I realize that I was crying.

''t...they... I thought....they came again'', I told him anxiously. ''s...sorry''

''come'', he opens his arms. Without saying anything, I wrap my arms around him and laid my head on his chest.

I don't know how long I sleep, but I wake up in his arms. Shit, I supposed to not do this. Slowly, I took his arm from me.

After taking a bath, I get up on my bed. Hugging my own knees while thinking about my dream. It's been quite long but sometimes it lingers in my mind. 

How can I forget that incident anyway?

'' don't think about it too much'', lifting head, I saw Cris at the doorway.

''I'm not thinking about it'', I lied.

''Then? About me?'', he raised his brow.

Getting down from my head, I wanted to walk out of my room, but he grabs my hand.

''I will protect you, Janessa... with my life'', he said firmly. And those words really flutter my heart.

''Cris''

''you are special to me...'', he drew his face closer to mine until our lips were almost touching already. His hands were caressing my cheeks gently.

''I was really happy when I heard that your first kiss is from me'', I was blushed by his words. ''look, don't avoid me please'', he says softly.

When he captured my lips with a kiss, this time, I didn't feel surprised or shock. I close my eyes while kissing him back. He was kissing me like there's no tomorrow and I could think anything else but his mesmerizing kiss.

 We pulled away when we're finally out of breath. His eyes were looking at me with full of desire. Before I utter a word, he already hungrily sealed my lips again. My arms roaming on his chest and I let a soft moan when he deepened the kiss.

He sucked my lower lips and bit it softly. Soon his tongue explored my mouth as if he couldn't get enough of me.

''mmm.... so delicious'', he murmured huskily. Pulling back, his lips move downwards towards my neck. 

''Cris'', I moan his name wantonly. He was kissing and sucking my neck; marking me; making his sign on me. Again, we kissed each other like there's no tomorrow hungrily.

''Hey Jane'', we both pulled away when I heard the door thud opened sound

Shit... Holy shit...

''well...'', Marlene was smiling smugly. '' did I disturb you both?'', she said in a teasing tone.

''Hurmm... you don't know how to knock is it?'', Cris looked exasperate.

''Hahaha... if I know you guys are making out here, I wouldn't come here anyway'', she giggled as her words make my eyes opened wider.

I wanna faint now...

''Shut up, Mar'', Cris scoffed exasperatedly.

''Jeez... come guys... we bought dinner for you both since Cris came back of sudden; worrying about someone maybe'', she said teasingly.

Did he come back for me?

I walk forward. Someone holds my hand as I looked at Cris who is smiling at me. I didn't push his hand but let him hold my hand. Somehow, he makes me comfortable.

Will this be OK?

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