Pandemic Uprising

Chapter 8: Finding Inspiration

Hey, Pandemonium back at it again with another chapter. Hope you all are doing well. Well let's get into the chapter, shall we?

Alex's Pov

Edited

I watched as Jay-Kobe got into bed. I had a look in his eyes, and I saw nothing but pain and the need to please everyone. Jay has always been insecure about his weight, and that has not changed. When he told me about wanting to pressure K-pop, that was one of my main concerns because of how much pressure idols are put under. I decided to text everyone in the group chat.

Alec: Hey, can we meet in one of the rooms? It is about Jay-Kobe

Jin: Is my favorite baby alright?!

Kookie: I thought I was your favorite?

Jin: I'm talking about their group kook, not ours.

Damien: We can meet at my and Angel's room.

We walked to his room and sat where we could. Once everyone was in the room, I started the conversation. "So everything was fine. Jay was doing a V-Line and talking to Pandemonium. Soon, Jin and Jimin came in with food after hearing Jay-Kobe did not eat. When he was eating hate, comments started to flow in about how he is fat. Soon after that, he ended the live and went to bed."

     "There were more good comments than bad though, I was watching," said Jin.

     "Yea, but Jay-Kobe is a pessimist. He has changed a little over the years trying to see a bright side, but at the end of the day, he has seen the negative. It does not matter if there were more good comments if he only paid attention to the bad ones. Knowing him that is what happened," finished Angel.

     "I just want you all to keep a close eye on him, especially when he eats. Make sure he does not skip meals or anything like that, ok?" They all agree, and we head back to our rooms. We have to get up early to go to our next country, France.

Jay-Kobe's Pov Hours later.

I was in the bathroom about to get a shower to wake me up. I stood in the mirror, looking at the fat I still needed to lose. After the shower, I get dressed and see my brother all ready with our suitcases packed.

     "You ready to go, Jay?"

I look at him with a smile. "Yea, time to go." As everyone walked out the total and to the vans, ARMYS and Pandemonium's were waiting, and I waved bye to our fans. As soon as we get to the get, I take my seat and pull out my notebook, hoping to have some song ideas. With nothing coming to mind, I put it away when everyone went to get food. When they returned, they looked at me. I brush it off and go to sleep.

Time skip to France

I was looking out my window in the van. I was so happy to be in the most romantic country in the world. I remember Brianna and I would talk about going here one day. I sigh with the thought of her and focus on the present. The van stops, and we climb out and check into the total. I was rooming with Jimin-Hyung this time. After getting to the room, I set up my computer because I have a Zoom meeting with my class. We had received an email about school shutting down for a while.

I log on and immediately hit with questions about life as an idol. I say it is hard and stressful, but it is worth it. Hours go by, and I am finally done for the day. I want to go walking around to see if I get any inspiration. As if on cue, Jimin-Hyung walks into the room.

     "Jay-Kobe, I found this cool-looking cafe called La traqueur nocturne(If you know where that is from then, good job). I'm not sure what it means, but it sounds cool come on."