Crumbling Paradise

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Sooo we at the part where shit starts adding up. This a just a filler tho.

For you to understand this story you need to pay attention to every detail.

Also thanks to my co-writer thicc_like_dumplin This chap is co-written with her.

Thanks to my twin That_Panda_Queen she always hypes this book up more than anybody I know

I feel like those two own this book as much as I do cause of how supportive they been😭😭😭

Anyways lemme rambling😂😂😂
Excuse mistakes

Jahseh

Okay, what the actual fuck??? I woke up, seeing an empty beside me instead of Kentrell. Well, I actually saw my maternity pillow, but that's not the point! 

Kentrell was supposed to lay with me!

I threw the covers off of me and got up, beginning to search for him.

"KENTREELLLLL" I yelled, not hearing a response.

This made my blood boil in anguish. 

Huffing, I got up and peeked out the window downstairs. His car was gone.

I ran back upstairs, grabbing my phone and dialing his number.

He didn't answer so I called him again. Still nothing. My heart sank and my eyes started to sting. Fuck!-Don't cry Jah. I'm sure he went to the store or maybe he with his friends. Don't trip over nothing.

I sighed, tossing my phone on the bed then walked downstairs, entering the kitchen. I was starving.

I pushed all the thoughts to the back as a new thought sparked in my mind. What was I gonna eat?

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I finished eating, making my way to the living room.

I boredly scrolled through Instagram, drinking some iced tea.

My breath hitched as I came across an edit of me and Stokeley. I felt tears prickle in my eyes as I remembered how perfect my life was.

Flashback

I had just gotten back from my second last class for the day. Opening the apartment I shared with Stokeley I sighed in relief instantly slumping on the couch. Agh!-this been a long ass week. I had project after project after project. Who knew my first year, first semester of college would be this hectic?

As I laid there my Stomach growled making me sigh. I'm hungry but sooo tired ion feel like getting up. As I debated whether to just lay here and sleep, I heard the door open.

"Y'all niggas lemme alone!-I'm just tryna sleep right now ight!" I huffed without even lifting my head. Sleep it is then.

"Damn baby you ain't missed me"?

"Stoke?!" I sat up instantly way too fast because I ended up falling off the couch onto the floor.

"You okay?" He laughed coming to help me up but I cling to him pulling him to the floor with me.

"I missed you! You're here!" I stated the obvious not letting him go. He hugged me back just as tight.

"I missed you more baby." He laughed pulling me down so I could kiss him. He been gone two whole weeks. This music shit is something he really wants to do and I got no choice but to support him. I love him and I must support his dreams. I just don't like him going away for so long.