Crumbling Paradise

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Sooo i'mma just say it
Yaaay more death!!!👐😅😅😅

Like I said before for you to understand this book, you have to pay attention to every detail.
Excuse mistakes please

Jahseh

Slow motion.

Everything was in slow motion. I felt the bullet pierce my shoulder before the sound rung in my ears. My eyes was stuck were on Omar. He was staring back. Eyes wide open mouth slack. He was scared and shocked at the same time. Tears were still leaking from his eyes. Then he coughed. He coughed out blood. Then a crimson liquid poured out of the center of his forehead flowing down his face. I stepped back. My heart was slow and loud in my ears. My breathing too. Loud and clear in my ears. I watched Omar cough again before the hand he had pointed at me with his gun slowly dropped. His eyes slowly turned blank and cold then he stumbled on his knees before falling face first at my feet. I looked down at him still breathing heavy. 

He’s dead.

I killed him.

I moved back so his limp hand wouldn’t touch my feet anymore.  I looked at my shoulder. I was starting to sting now. Blood was spurting out of it slowly drenching my yellow hoodie. Fuck. I sat down slowly on the other side of the couch taking my phone out. I realized I was still holding the gun so  put it beside me then dialed Kentrell’s number. Why I was not freaking out right now was beyond me. I waited as the device rung.

“Wossam?” I heard his voice which calmed me even more. I reached up pulling at my dreads then stared at Omar’s body on the floor across from me.

“Where you at?” I asked flexing my fingers because my hand was getting numb.

“Whatchu need?” he replied. He was somewhere noisy. Loud music and people yelling. I bit my lip nibbling it a lil bit. “Jahseh?” he asked when I didn’t say anything for a while.

“Uhm-can you come home? Like right now?” I asked my eyes darting to Omar again. I heard static then shuffling then silence.

“Why? You need sum’n?” he asked. I kept quiet. I was starting to feel light headed. The blood stain on my shoulder was becoming bigger. I grunted  looking at it.

“You told me to call you when something came up.” I mumbled exhaling deeply. My shoulder was starting to hurt now.

“What happened?”

“Just come home. Right now, please.” I said hanging up. What do I do now? My phone rung again. Kentrell was face timing me.I sighed wondering what  to do. I just decided to answer anyway.

“What happe- the fuck? Is that blood on yoh face? Hold up what’s that on your shoulder? Jahseh what the fuck happened?!” he yelled all at once. I sighed turning the camera to Omar’s body for a quick second. “Fuck!”

“I killed him.” I turned the camera back to me.

“I’m on my way.” He hang up. I dropped the phone leaning back. My shoulder was really really hurting now.  By now I was seeing stars. I don’t know if it’s because I was bleeding or it was the pain. Either way I was blacking out.

Gazzy is dead! I killed Omar!

                                                                                   ~☯~

“Jahseh, baby wake up. Look at me luh baby. I’m here now.” My eyes rolled open staring at Kentrell. He looked so worried. I puffed out air moving a bit. He was on my right holding my hand while someone else was cutting out my hoodie with scissors. The whole arm came off. “Here. Take this for the pain.” I opened my mouth taking the pill then gulped on the water.