Crumbling Paradise

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The number of mistakes in this is ridiculous😭😭

BRIZY POV

Jahseh groaned stomping his foot as he walked back to his room. He slammed the door then stomped to the bed almost throwing himself on it before he remembered he was pregnant. He sat down slowly instead. 

“Your daddy’s people annoying as fuck. Why they gotta show up unannounced? Can’t fucking stand them.” he grumbled snatching his shoes off his feet. He laid back on the bed staring at the ceiling and rubbing his stomach. “You know when I found out Kentrell was your father  something just snapped in me. I admit I never liked you at first. I mean I had every reason not to but right now I’m actually excited for you to come into this world. Sure, I never planned for you but I think I’ll manage. If I can’t have your daddy then might as well keep you as a souvenir- ouch!” the baby had kicked way too hard. “Okay I’m sorry that sounded so fucked up.” He laughed his sour mood vanishing just like that. His mind drifted back to when he had unintentionally confessed his feelings for Kentrell. He hadn’t even thought about it. He’d been so caught up in Kentrell’s warmth that he just blurted it out.

He frowned suddenly feeling sad. Love was a strong word. He didn’t even know how he even fell in love. All this while he thought it was a growing crush. Seven months! It took seven months to tell Kentrell he loved him yet it had taken years to admit he had feelings for Stokeley. 

Ash Stokeley.

That had been the love of his life. The one who’d taught him how to love. The one he thought was his soul mate. The one that understood him and moved him in ways nobody else could. The one that saved his life once upon a time. The one who once gave him hope to keep going. To hold on no matter what. The one that loved him unconditionally and showered him with so much attention and affection. The one that had once killed to defend him.

Jahseh sighed. If you’d told him seven months earlier that he would be pregnant and in love with another man other than Stokeley then he would have probably stabbed you. Seven months ago, he had his whole life figured out. He had a stable job he loved, a good husband he completely adored, a best friend-life was good. He was happy. Then a tsunami happened wrecking everything and turning his whole universe upside down. It was crazy thinking about it. He’d already accepted not having a baby. Then boom! He was pregnant! He wanted to get rid of it but then couldn’t go through with it. He came to accept his fate and wanted to give up the little one for adoption instead. Then another tsunami hit him and here he was planning on keeping the baby.

Ping!

His phone pulled him out of his thoughts. He reached over taking it  and unlocking it.A private number had texted him.

Unknown: Hey, can we talk?

He raised his eyebrows wondering who the fuck this was. He just decided to ignore it when another ping sounded. He checked the screen without actually opening the message.

Unknown: Its Stokeley.

Jahseh panicked locking his phone and throwing it away like it just burnt him. Stokeley? Why was Stokeley texting him? His heart started beating wildly as he stared at his phone from a distance. It pinged again. 

“Wait, what if its someone trolling me?” he thought out loud. His phone pinged again. He reached over grabbing it.

Unknown: It’s important.

Unknown: Ft?

Jahseh bit his lip unlocking the device and going to his messages.

Jahseh: Ight