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Sophie .

"Hey watch it you bitch !" I yell jerking back to reality when a car speeds past me splashing dirty water on my new boots .
I  might be  the one who needs to watch it since I'm walking too close to the road , I haven't been focused lately . My mind keeps drifting off to Ben  .

This... situation between us is getting  confusing and frustrating . We can't seem to be connecting or agreeing on anything apart from sleeping together .
I feel like he and I are drifting apart , he's not the same guy I fell for he ...he's changed .
It seems like he wants more of my body than my love , he keeps asking for more than I can give .
What worries me most is this girl , Tanya .
I don't know her , I haven't met her which seems pretty weird considering the fact that I've met all his friends .
He doesn't like to talk about her and won't give me the slightest bit of info on who she is to him , no matter how hard I try to get him to .

It would be whatever if I hadn't seen her Instagram pictures , she looks like an Amazonian goddess or something . To be honest if I were a  guy or if I were into girls I'd hit on her so what's to keep Ben from doing it ?
To make matters worse she's in uni with him so they're always together , she just joined  this year .
I might be over reacting but I can't help it feel threatened and hate this girl even though I've literally no clue what she's like .

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"Ben." I call out as I take off my boots and toss the to the side , they smell disgusting I can't help gag.

"Babe ,are you home ?" I ask as I step into the living room of his apartment .
I look around for a while  before I spot cute leather jacket on his coat rack . It's too small for his build and it has a feminine design to it .
It takes a while for that information to sink into my mind before I'm aware there could be another girl in here .
I tiptoe my way to his bedroom door and gently press my ear again the door to try and hear anything .I'm hoping it's not what I think it is but deep deep down I'm hoping it is , I know it is .


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"Sophie !" Ben  gasps in a low tone , his eyes wide with shock .

The girl below him has surprisingly the opposite reaction . She looks very calm and confused at best .

"Son of a bitch I knew it ." I manage to whisper . Even though a part of me knew this was coming , I can't help break inside . It's hard to believe .
I turn and begin to leave when a hand holds me back .

"Sophie wait !" Ben begs pathetically .

I may have been  madly in love with him and his looks and charms but I'm not pathetic enough to want a  reason to stay .
When I'm done...I'm done .

"Let go of me you jerk !" I pull my hand away from his grip .

"No just let me explain please , I love you ...I...just please..." His lips quiver as he tries to make do lame excuse for cheating .
Tanya has the same reaction as I do , she looks amused by his words .

"I don't care , you clearly don't love me enough to keep it in your pants , you have to go sleeping around with random bitches ."

"And who are you ?" Tanya inquires which jabs at pride a little . Of course he kept me a secret so he could screw her .

"That doesn't matter anymore  , does it ." I say my gaze not leaving Ben .

I can't handle being here any longer , I make my way to his front door and bang it loudly as I make my exit .
I'm not about to let that piece of trash see me cry over him .



I'm not about to let that piece of trash see me cry over him

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