Poems For Life

Torn

I am torn.

Do I go,

Or do I stay.

I don't care if I don't have a choice.

I still need a mental one.

I might not be asked for one,

But I still need it.

Do I want to stay?

Or do I want to go?

I am torn between.

Right down the middle.

Torn.

My love,

Or my career.

I don't have a say in the matter.

What happens happens.

It will give me peace of mind

To know where my heart is.

My heart is with him,

But my mind is with my future.

Thats the same thing right?

I thought I understood.

I guess it's just torn my mind apart.

Wish I could scream in a corner.

And let my inner pain be heard.

I'll just have to cry silently in the closet.

Until my hearts gone as well.

I was just getting comfortable and happy,

But I forgot,

That's when life changes things around.

It was just tearing me apart,

Little by little.

I was being torn apart.

From the inside out.

Now look at my heart,

Torn in half.

From my inner battle.

That I was forced to fight.

Now my heart,

Will be forever,

Torn.