Poems For Life

I Shouldn't Have Cared

I've watched you from afar,
But you possibly don't care.
I've written about you secretly,
But you might be scared.

For everything I have thought,
Has given me a fright.
I'm not ready to lose you,
I'm not ready to lose this fight.

I won't let everyone win,
But I need your help with that.
I need you to believe in me,
Even when I think I'm fat.

It's hard to stay sane,
When I'm headed down a road.
We can see each other as we pass by,
But we're in different lanes.

Help me find my way,
My cars gone off the side.
I no longer have a path to see,
My options have grown too wide.

This is my problem,
That I'm sorry to have shared.
I'm sorry for writing this all,
I guess I shouldn't have cared.