forever and always | jaden hossler story

~REALITY + DREAM~

Alissa's POV- PRESENT DAY

"I think you looked beautiful in it- like you do in anything you wear..." Jaden says and I freeze, am I imaging that?

Then he stares at me and says something along the lines as, "Fuck it." or "Don't give a shit." before crashing his lips onto mine.
I didn't remove them.

Fuck myself for that.

Our tongues move in sync before he pulls away and stumbles over the couch. "I shouldn't have d-done that i'm s-sorry." He explains before running away.
I was going to stop him, to tell him I wanted it to happen but by the time I turn around, he's already gone.

I sigh and go to my room, it looks so different from when I first came here.

Not as empty and shitty anymore, I kinda dig the room design I went for.

But enough of that, I hop into bed and attempt to sleep. After all that, I'm not sure it's possible. When I am around 3 hours in of watching tiktoks, my eyes get heavy and before I know it, I'm asleep.

DREAM- ALISSA'S POINT OF VIEW

Why am I even fucking at this party in the first place? Oh yeah, cause Grace dragged me over here. Having a one night stand I presume. I have a bad feeling, but I do about any party I guess.
I tug my skirt down and try to find a quiet room so I can call Kai or something to pick me up.

A pit grew in my stomach. I swallowed and decided against calling Kai and instead to find a room that hasn't got unholy things happening in it.
I opened the first bedroom I saw and walked in and froze. I wanted to move but I just couldn't.

I ran out as quickly as possible after returning back to reality.
The picture of my boyfriend and my cousin played over in my mind.
Them sleeping in the same bed together and I swear I could see a condom packet on the bed side table.
What the absolute fuck?

I felt numb, really numb. The pit in me grew and there was no way of finding Grace, my only ride home.

The image of what I saw played in my mind, over and over... I screamed

Jaden's POV- PRESENT DAY

I was just about to take my pills that make me pass out because of my Insomnia when I heard a scream, and I'm 100 percent sure it's Alissa.
I slam the pill bottle down and rush out of my room to next door, and open the door so quickly I thought it would fall off in my hand.
That's when I see Alissa, all sweaty and her breathing heavy. I sit down next to her and stroke her hair softly.
"You okay, my love?" I whisper softy into her ear, "Yeah...yeah it was just a bad dream." She says and her breathing returns to normal.
"Do you want to tell me about it?" I ask and she shakes her head.

A few minutes later, Griffin and Bryce come into the room and Alissa is asleep on my lap. "Sorry man, I was just checking to see if she is okay, and she kinda fell asleep." I explain and Griffin, with messy hair, nods back at me.
"It's okay dude, but do you mind staying here until she wakes up? I don't want her having any more stress tonight." Griffin asks and I nod in agreement.

"Thanks dude." He says before leaving, this should be a LONG night.
I just about reached for the remote, without waking her, and turn on Criminal Minds, but turn it down low.

I'm half way through an episode when she starts moving side to side and her beautiful eyes open, "Ah, too bright." She explains and I apologize before turning the TV off.
"Where am I?" She asks concerned. "It's me Jaden, you had a bad dream and fell asleep on me." I explain and she nods rolling over.
"What time is it?" She questions and I check my phone before answering. "5:52am to be precise." I say and she rolls over again.
"You're comfy." She says and I laugh.
"And laugh more, I love your laugh." Her sleepy voice groans, yet it is so soothing at the same time.
"I love yours more." I say and she giggles. 

"It was about my ex." She says and I look down at her confused. "The dream." She begins to say. "The night I found out he cheated on me, that night is so clear to me, and it's haunted me ever since. He was my first love..." She trails off and I raise my eyebrow, "First love?" I question her and watch her eyes widen.
"Yeah..." She says and I chuckle at her response. "So there's more men you are not telling me about." I laugh and can feel her shake her head against my abs. "Not exactly..." She says like she was about to say more, but decided not to.
"I-I have to get dressed." She stumbles out her room and into her walk in wardrobe.

I chuckle again before getting off of the bed.

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sorry this is short haha

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~Kayra~