'Forever.' I begin to say but he finishes it for me, 'And always.' we both beam at each other.
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I always wondered if he was really the one for me, or if I wasted my time, if I love him or if this is all a dream, but I never w...
I see Bryce and Griffin come down the stairs and they seem intermate with there conversation. "Alissa's still in her room?" Bryce asks and Griffin nods. "She's been in there for 4 days and I have no idea why." Griffin begins to say. "We've been feeding food through the door and I've tried to talk to her to see what's wrong, I knew we should've never put a lock on her door." Griffin lowers his head.
"You think this is boy trouble?" Bryce smirks. "Yeah with the fucking lamp I think we would've known." Griffin say and Bryce shrugs. "You never know."
"What are you guys talking about?" I question. "Alissa has refused to come out of her room since the party." Griffin says and I nod. "Probably paralyzed from you fucking Mads, we are all still processing that." Bryce laughs and Griffin joins and I roll my eyes. "What's with that though?" Bryce adds and I shrug. "Don't ask me." I walk up stairs, what was I thinking.
When I get to my door I stare at Alissa's white door and the posters blue-tacked to it. I run my fingers over the 'COME IN AND I'LL PUNCH YOU' sign and laugh to myself, thank god she put that up after I randomly walked into her room whenever I felt like it, that's probably why she put it there, because of me. I huff and knock on her door lightly with the soft part of my knuckle, "Go away." I hear a faint sound of her voice. "It's me, Jaden." I respond softly, "Another reason for you to go away." She says and I sigh walking to my room, it's was worth try.
I pull out my phone and scroll till I get to her contact.
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Ali
You I'm sorry, I messed up please talk to me, I miss you
Ali Yeah, you seem to mess up a lot
You Just talk to me.
Ali trust me, the things I want to say to you, you won't wanna hear
You now you're just making me curious
please.
Ali Alright rockstar, I think that you are a fucking idiot who is wrong in the head. One minute you tell me you'll be mine and then you write an amazing song for me and I was really falling for you, the next you were fucking Mads and left me crying on my pillow all night once I saw the tiktokroom and what Mads dm's me just made it worse. Stop acting like you care about me and you want to spend your life with me when after you've fucked me you'll go running back to mads, you two deserve each other.
There you happy?
You Alissa...
Ali NO! Don't 'Alissa' me whatever this was is over. You were the J to my A, you know what you are now to me, Jaden? Huh? A fucked up rockstar.
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Alissa's POV- PRESENT DAY
I wipe the tears rolling down my cheek with my hand and strop back onto my bed. I will stay here for the rest of my life if I have to, until I don't feel so numb inside.
(pretend Nessa is Alissa ;P)
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alissajohnson- sorry if i'm not active i'm just really not in the right place right now, stay strong everybody.😘💖
Comments-
oliviaponton- babes, i'm on my way with chocolate replying oliviaponton alissajohnson- we might need more chocolate
nessabarrett- the girls gottchu, lemme see that smile honey
madslewis- yeah it hurts, doesn't it?
User- what did the boy do? We will end him😍 replying User alissajohnson- sending u the address, enjoy, really end him
User- Nessa is rubbing off on her, oh no
User- iM cUrReNtLy eAtInG sUsHi aNd iTs rEaLly yUmMy- *sees post* *cries inside for her*
User- bet
User- awe poor Alissa I feel like crying myself
User- is being sad a trend now??
User- defo not buying an axe and beating all the boys asses at Sway.
User- if it's a boy I swear- imma kill someone, and it'll be them.
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hullo, what are ya'll doing? I'm bored
Defo not being noisy. But like somebody give me something to do or I might be the first person on this planet to die of boredom, but still. It's half term i'm so happy. SOME OF MY TEACHERS GAVE ME HOMEWORK IN HALF TERM HOLIDAY, FUCK.
I'M ANNOYED NOW SO BEFORE I START RANTING OFF YOU GO
