FORBIDDEN FEELINGS part 2

Chapter 14- The Other Boy

-Still Deans POV-

As soon as I wake up, I run to Jessa's dorm to see if she's awake. I open the door and Hermione is just about to leave.

"Sorry Hermione, I didn't think you'd be in here" I say.

"It's alright. I was just leaving. I've decided to leave Jessa in bed for a moment. I'm pretty sure she'll be up soon. I'm heading to breakfast, you coming?"

"Yeah. Just give me a minute."

Hermione nods and leaves the room.

I tap Jessa and she wakes up immediately.

"Morning Jessa" I say in a soft tone.

"Where's Draco?" she asks, looking around.

Yeah... it hasn't worn off.

"Listen, you can't let anyone know that you love Draco."

"But I do, and I want everyone to know. Why can't I?"

"Because Malfoy will get hurt. You don't want that, do you?"

"No. Of course I don't."

"So just keep it between us, okay?"

She nods and I leave the room, praying that she won't overdo it.

The first lesson is DADA and I keep looking back to see what Jessa is doing. She keeps biting her lip and staring dreamily at Malfoy. I can't believe he's done this to her. I really thought she was starting to fall for Cedric but clearly not. Professor Lengel keeps flirting with Malfoy, and Jessa is obviously jealous. I hope no one else is seeing her overexaggerated facial expressions.

-Jessa's POV-

I walk to Care of Magical Creatures after lunch. Yes! Another lesson with Draco. I spend the whole lesson staring at his beautiful face. His eyes are sparkling, and his voice is so soothing. He warms my heart and his smile makes me blush. I can't wait to kiss him. He glances at me, so I blow a kiss at him and give him a cheeky wink. He looks a bit scared, but I think that's just because no one's ever loved him before.

The next day I have Muggle Studies with Draco last period and I can't help but turn around to have a long stare at this beautiful man.

"You know what I would love to do to Professor Lengel?" Draco says to Goyle.

I look directly into Draco's eyes. I want to know what he would do with her.

He gets up and starts thrusting the table. I stare at his bulge. Lucky table. He puts his hands on the back of his head and makes an orgasm face. I giggle uncontrollably and start blushing. I feel butterflies so I cross my legs. Draco and Goyle share a confused look so I turn around.

After school Harry tells us that there's an after party being held at the Slytherin common room after the Winter Ball. We NEED to go because then I can spend more time with Draco.

"Yeah, let's go" I shout, and everyone looks at me.

"Why? It's going to be boring anyway" Neville says. How dare he say that? It's never boring when Draco's around.

"I agree with Jessa. We should go. They always ruin our parties so we might as well ruin one of theirs" Dean says.

"Are you sure?" Hermione asks.

"I think we should go too. We would feel pretty left out if we didn't go" Ron adds.

Everyone agrees.

It's now Saturday night. SHIT! I haven't got Draco a present! Oh no, he's going to be so mad with me. I jump off my bed and start searching through all my drawers and as I open my bedside table drawers, I find the condom that Draco gave me last year. Perfect.

I write a note saying 'Merry Christmas! I'm coming to the Slytherin after party and I guess this might be useful ;)'

I go searching for Draco because I want to see him. I hope I bump into him. I've never wanted to kiss someone more in my life.

-Cedric's POV-

I walk through the hallways, looking for Jessa because I want to stargaze with her as I've heard she's feeling better. I see her in the corridors, and she looks like she's looking for someone. Imagine if she's looking for me too. I hope so.

I decide to sneak up behind her and give her a hug but she questions "Draco?"

I let go and ask "What?" as she turns to look me in the eyes. She looks beautiful as always. I bet she'll look even more beautiful in her dress tomorrow.

"Do you know where Draco is?" she asks, worriedly.

"No. Do you need me to beat him up again?" I ask strongly. I swear to God if that bastard has hurt her again, I will not hesitate to kill him.

"No. Please don't hurt him. Please. I'm begging you" she gets on her knees in a praying position.

"Alright, I won't. Are you drunk?"

She stands up "Drunk in love."

I blush and say "Me too. I've really missed you, Jessa. Are you feeling better?"

"I miss someone too. He's really special to me" she's glares dreamily into the air.

"You're very special to me too."

She looks at me, confused "Not you, silly. Draco, of course."

My heart drops. Did she just say that she misses Draco Malfoy? "What?" I ask in disbelief.

"Yeah. You heard me. I want Draco Malfoy. I NEED Draco Malfoy."

"Oh. I see."

I feel a lump form in the back of my throat as I stare at the ground.

"He gave me a love potion about 3 days ago and ever since then I've fallen for him."

When you take a love potion it shows who you're really attracted to. I guess our relationship wasn't mutual. I can't carry on this relationship if she's just faking her emotions.

I try not to cry as I say "If that's how you really feel, then I guess we're over."

She looks at me blankly. I tell her to take the necklace off and she does it with no regret. A tear runs down my face as it hits me that we're breaking up. I can't believe it. I was actually falling for this girl and she was falling for that stupid, lanky, greasy, cocky, arrogant, abusive, toxic, ugly twat! He is nothing but a dickhead to her and she chooses him over me. Why do girls always go for the bad guys? I'm the good guy here. Am I not good enough? Has she been faking these feelings the whole time? I reckon she was, because she always backs Malfoy and always talks about him. I feel empty, like someone's just ripped my heart out my chest. I turn around and start walking with tears in my eyes.

"Cedric" she shouts but I don't turn around as I don't want her to see me like this.

"Do you know where Draco is?" she asks.

My heart sinks to my feet. That line hits me like a sword going through y chest. Tears stream down my face and I carry on walking away. I can't believe I put all my effort into this girl who felt nothing back.

When I get to the Hufflepuff common room, Cho is the only one there. She comforts me. I am done with Jessa Carter.

-Jessa's POV-

Thank God Cedric's gone. Now I can focus on Draco. I enter the common room and Harry asks where my necklace is.

"Oh. Cedric just broke up with me" I reply and carry on walking.

"What?" all my friends say in unison. Dean shakes his head and places his head in his palms.

"Why?" Hermione asks, following me to the dorm.

"I don't know. Goodnight."

"Why aren't you sad about this?"

Iignore her as Dean told me not to tell anyone about how much I am in love withDraco Malfoy.