FORBIDDEN FEELINGS part 2

Chapter 38- Dumbledore's Meal

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I wake up and the sunlight in the room hits straight into my eye balls and I begin to get a pounding headache. My hands cover my eyes to block the light and I hear a soft voice say "Good morning Miss Carter. Are you feeling better?"

My eyes gradually open and Madam Pomphrey is looking down on me with a sweet smile.

"Yes, but I have a painful headache" I complain.

"That is perfectly normal after passing out, you should drink a glass of fresh water. It should relieve the pain" she passes me a glass of water and I take a massive gulp of it.

"Thank you. When am I allowed to leave?"

"Later today. Probably at seven o'clock tonight. Just get some rest okay?" She leaves me alone and I stare at the ceiling with boredom.

After about three hours, I hear footsteps and I hope it's my friends but it's not. It's Malfoy. What the actual fuck is he doing here? I can't deal with him right now. I don't have the energy. He approaches my bed and looks down on me.

"What do you want Malfoy? I can't be arsed for your bullshit right now!" I yell but then hold my head as my headache gets worse.

"Why do you always think I'm going to be a piece of shit to you? You're in the Hospital Wing! I wasn't going to be rude to you, but then you just have to assume that I'm going to be rude when I really wasn't" Malfoy defends himself.

"Because that's the way you are! You're literally doing it now! You're having a go at me for no reason, all I said is that I can't be arsed for your bullshit and now you're assuming that I think you're going to be rude! I just said that I can't be arsed!"

"Yeah which comes across to me like you're saying... ugh just forget it! I was going to be nice but there's no point now" he starts to walk away.

"Wait! Malfoy I actually need to talk to you for a second" I shout, he turns around and comes back to me.

"What?" he asks.

"Did your brother poison me or something?"

"No. Why would be do that?" he answers sharply and quickly.

"Well the shot made me pass out- "

Malfoy interrupts "You were drunk! You passed out because you were so intoxicated! How dare you even try and blame Mohoseph for this!"

"But I didn't even feel drunk! Your brother did this to me!"

"Stop blaming him for you just being your irresponsible self!"

"Why do you have to make it sound like it's my fault? It was Mo!"

"It wasn't Mo!"

"The way your defending him makes me think he did it more!"

Malfoy grunts "Are you joking? You know what Carter! I've had enough with you!"

"Fine! Fuck off Malfoy!" I yell and he gasps.

He gives me a deeply evil stare and he stomps out the room. I'm JUST FED UP WITH HIM!

On Monday 19th June, we start our mock exam week. I'm actually pretty prepared for these exams. I spot Malfoy across the room and his sling is off his arm and he looks really concentrated. He looks cute. No, I didn't mean that. Well I did, but I don't want to mean that. Why do I have to like him? I genuinely hate that guy so much, but I really like him at the same time. WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE LIKE THAT? He makes me want to wrap my hands around his neck, but I also want him to wrap his hands around my neck in a sexy way... did I really just think that?! I'm going crazy!