FORBIDDEN FEELINGS part 2

Chapter 40- Time To Go "Home"

The next morning, all of us crowd around Hermione's hospital bed as we tell her everything that happened. I didn't tell her much about Malfoy, like I didn't mention the arguments we had as then people would start to assume things. However, I mentioned that I had thoughts that he could have been behind all this. We decide not to tell Dumbledore about Malfoy being involved as Hermione reckons he was forced to do it, but I think that's bullshit. He hates Harry. He'd love to watch Harry die.

Hermione is let out and we head to the Great Hall to have breakfast. As we take our seats, Dumbledore gets our attention "As a lot of you may be aware, this school had a little greeting from the Dark Lord last night as two students entered a graveyard to see himself standing there and almost killing Mr Potter. For your own safety and the schools safety, I pronounce the Summer Ball as cancelled."

Everyone huffs and puffs.

Dumbledore carries on "And not only that but all students will leave for their summer break, tonight!"

"Tonight?" Someone yells out in disappointment. The whole room starts chatting and grunting.

"Silence! All Students will leave tonight and that is final!" He announces and we all tuck into our food.

I look around at everyone's disappointed faces. My eye catches onto Malfoy. His eyes lock mine. I give him a stern look and I shake my head. He looks very sad as he stares at the food on his plate. I can't believe he's trying to make me feel bad for him by pretending to be sad. I know that he one hundred percent loved it.

"I can't believe we won't see each other all summer" Neville says looking upset.

"I know, it's going to be so boring without you lot" I speak.

"Wait, are you not coming to the resort this year?" Ron asks.

"I'm sorry, I was going to tell you guys sooner, but I just want to go home and see my mom because I need a break from the Wizarding world. I will miss you guys though. And we should send letters to each other."

"It's okay Jessa. We understand. We want you to have a break, you've seen a lot this year. I hope you come back with a clean head" Hermione smiles as she says this.

"Thank you. I love you guys so much" I tell everyone. They all say it back. I am so happy to have real friends and I think the fact that Harry was nearly killed makes me appreciate them a lot more. I can't wait to come back and see them. I hope that next year, I get over that stupid boy. Well at the moment I hate him so much. He tried to kill Harry. And I have given him so many chances and he fucks up all the time. I guess we'll have to see what next year brings.