FORBIDDEN FEELINGS part 2

Chapter 20- Sexual Tension

I've had such a good few weeks. I'm loving my life at the moment. Tutoring with Dean actually really helps as my grades are doing well. I haven't really spoken to Malfoy much; I've been avoiding him to be honest. It's now Friday 27th January and I'm in Muggle Studies, last period. I'm bored. I scan the room for entertainment. My head turns all the way round to face Malfoy. He looks very cute as he just has a blank, innocent expression. An expression I have never seen before. He gives me a cheeky smirk. I've seen that expression before. I lower my eyebrows with confusion. His eyebrows move up and down in a sexy way. He somehow can manipulate me to find him attractive. I decide to give him a soft smile back and he rolls his eyes, so I turn to the front. He gives me such mixed signals. It's annoying, but it kind of draws me in.

After about five minutes of work, I feel a force from the bottom of my chair. I know exactly what just happened. Malfoy has just kicked my chair. I turn around with an angry face and he looks pleased that he has pissed me off. I heavily roll my eyes and carry on with my work. My lips can't help but form a smile. He continues to kick forcefully at my chair making it start to vibrate. Oh. My body twists all the way around and he leans in and gestures me to come closer. I do. He whispers "I bet you want me so bad right now."

I scoff "You wish."

He chuckles and leans back on his chair in a sexy manner. His hands relax on the back of his head. I look at his slim body, up and down. He places his tongue to one side of his mouth and smiles with his teeth on show. I can't help but blush. His head drops back, and I see up his nose and his jaw outline. His hands push his head back to lock eyes with me, exposing a slight double chin, and he holds eye contact with me. I get lost into his deep blue eyes. For some reason I forget about how much of a knob he is, and I just want to kiss his lips dry. He actually looks like he is lost in my eyes too. I feel a strong connection between us right now. Like I feel like he's the negative side and I'm the positive side of a magnet and we just attract to each other.

"Miss Carter!" Professor Burbage screams and I rapidly turn around.

Everyone is staring at me. I get embarrassed and the Professor carries on "Will you stand up here for me please?"

I gulp "What?"

"You heard me child. Come here now."

I slowly stand up and head to the front. I hear Malfoy giggling with Goyle. When I get to the front, everyone is staring at me with poker faces.

The Professor clears her throat "So Miss Carter, if a muggle were to boil a kettle, what would they put inside it?"

That is so easy wtf. I tell the class "Well you fill the kettle up with water and then the water gets heated. That's how you make tea" I produce a nervous giggle and I look at Malfoy who is impressed.

"Well done Carter. But you have to now take a seat here, in front of the class as you will just get distracted if you sit back down over there."

I look to where she wants me to sit. It's a small desk facing the class. Ugh. Malfoy lets out a snort. I don't complain and I just get on my work and take a seat in the chair. As I'm working, I hear my surname get called. It's Malfoy. He winks at me and starts messing around with his beautiful hands. His ring is moving up and down his long finger in a seductive way. He then exposes the tip of his tongue by slightly licking his lips, and then bites his bottom lip. Wow. That was sexy. I give him a cheeky wink and then all of a sudden, a paper bird comes flying onto the desk. I open the bird. The writing says 'meet me by the lake at 6 pm' I look up at him and he smirks. I nod.

It's now 5:50pm, and I need to leave the common room. I tell everyone that I'm going on a walk. They believe me, and I head for the lake. The sky is dim, and I can see Malfoy's skinny body as he is staring out onto the lake. I reach him and stand beside him. We stare at the rippling water with no words. Just silence. Birds are tweeting but there is no sound coming from either of us. I see Malfoy staring at me in the corner of my eye. My head turns so were holding eye contact. He looks quite hurt for some reason. A gust of wind hits our faces causing his hair to pull back. He turns so that his body is facing me. I turn so we are parallel to each other. He leans in and kisses my cheek gently. I'm confused and my face shows it.

"What's that face for?" he questions in an aggressive tone.

"It's just weird you being gentle" I reply.

He scoffs and his right hand reaches for my neck. He's not holding it that tightly. I find it very attractive.

"Better?" he questions.

I nod and he forces a powerful kiss on me. My eyes shut causing me to feel like I'm dreaming. This kiss is powerful, and it lasts a long time. Our tongues are going at it. Lips stuck together like glue. Our kiss then gets interrupted by a splash. We both retreat and a fish is chilling on the grass. I burst into laughter and Malfoy stares at me with confusion but then he can't help but laugh too. His laugh is so cute. He kicks it back into water and that causes us both to laugh harder. Suddenly, his smile turns into a frown and he pulls me behind a tree. He looks scared.

"What is it Malfoy?" I question.

He peers behind the tree and then his eyes meet mine "It's my brother. If he sees us, then he'll tell my father."

Why is hiding me? "I have a question."

"What?"

"If we ever dated, which we won't, but if we did, would you tell your father about me?"

Malfoy exhales heavily and he replies with "No."

I roll my eyes and push him out the way. He looks disappointed in himself. How dare he even say that! I can't believe he wouldn't tell his parents. UGH. I walk off in a huff. Mohoseph doesn't see me but I see him meet with Malfoy who looks stressed. I walk away without looking back. I enter the common room and head straight to my dorm.