Chapter 16

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Just bc his insecure gf was jealous.

They all left the restaurant and went to the hotel

~back to you~
I got in to my hotel room and changed into a short sleeve oversized shirt and shorts. I went outside with a blanket and started crying. I called Josie.

Josie: hello?
Me: Josie?
Josie: Jess!
Me: can you go somewhere private away from everyone
Josie: yeah ofc
Josie leaves the living room and goes to her and Logan's room
Josie: what happened
Me: I shouldn't have ever come. My hand is killing me like crazy, Zach accused me of wishing abuse over his gc, Alex keeps texting me non stop, I got threaten by Zachs gf, and I just don't wanna deal with it anymore.
Josie: wdym don't wanna deal with it anymore?
Me: I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so sick of people always putting me down and hurting me, I'm so sick of always being doubted, I'm so sick of trusting people just to let it break. I so sick of everything.
Josie: do you want to come home
Me: I don't know what I want to do.
Josie: take tonight to sleep and rest and tomorrow if you don't wanna be there fly home.
Me: can you not tell the others about this? I don't want Logan and Jake hovering thinking it's gonna be like last time.
Josie: I got you. Call me when you feel better
Me: okay bye
I end the call and put my head in my hands. I go to get up and I banged my right arm on the chair.

Me: FUCK!
I fall to the ground
The boys were in Daniels room fixing things and they came out to the balcony.

Corbyn: are you okay?!
Me: peachy... fuck
I say under my breath.
Jack: Jess
Me: I'm fine Jack
Jack: where is all the meds
Daniel Jonah Corbyn Zach: Meds?
Me: second pocket blue suitcase
Zach runs to the suitcase and brings out a huge bag full of all the stuff I need for my arm
Daniel: Why do you have so much stuff?!
Jack: because she-
Me: Jack
Jack: Come on Jess it's okay
I roll my eyes as Jack tells them everything. One of my stitches ripped so I got a needle and thread and stitched it up

Jonah: ouch
Me: very ouch
Daniel: Where'd you learn how to do that?
Me: Alex
I tie the stitch and put some gel thing ontop as a bandage before putting my brace on.
Zach: are you okay?
I ignore him and walk inside.
Daniel: give her time, you'd be pissed if the roles were reversed.
They all went inside and I went to bed.

~the next morning~
I decided that I didn't want to stay here. My friend has completely changed and is a different person. I booked a flight in 3 hours. I packed up all my stuff and left for the airport. I texted the guys plus JJ and Jace on that group chat.

Me: guys I'm going home I already ruined enough
and I just want to be alone.

Daniel: are you sure?

Me: yes

Jack: be safe

Jonah: text us when you land

Corbyn: I'm calling you hold up

JJ: you can't leave me!

Me: you're coming back in a few days and I'll ft
you I just needed to leave

Jace: okay well text us when you're home

I close my phone and board it.

~a few hours later~
I get home and get an Uber to drive me to Logan's house. When I open the door the house is silent so I just go upstairs and into my room. I unpack and just lay down the entire day, I couldn't stop thinking about everything that happened.

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