Ylvis- Fix You (Sequel of Broken Inside- Ylvis Fan-fiction)

CHAPTER 27- Her

A/N: Hello guys. I just want to tell you that this book is almost over. It's until Chapter 30 so you still have three chapters to look forward to. Thank you for reading again. Salamat :)

It became suffocating and everything went into a blur. People were cheering and yelling but I felt like I was wrapped inside a bubble. I want to pop it to make everything sensible again but my brain miserably failed. So I went outside the bar and disappeared in the shadows of a dark alley. I sat down the wet ground and cradled my head with my hands. What have I done?

I died, brought back to life, got depressed, tried my hardest to move on, tried to accept the things that I couldn't change, I failed, she came back, everything went back, got trapped in a very complicated situation, hurt everyone, and now I'm about to permanently die in a few days. Nothing really changed at all. If anything, it just went from bad to worse. And then, without any warnings, the worst came. Honestly, I don't know how to fix this mess anymore. I don't know how to make all of the problems disappear. It seems that after all, it's never easy to die, even if you know that it's coming for you all this time. I don't know what to do with my remaining days. Obviously, I won't live long enough to finish the tour so Vegard will be left alone and I don't know if he still wants to finish it or just cancel the remaining lot. And just after the end of our Bergen concert, Ebonne just got herself into a mess of lying about her having my baby. That was just too much so I vented and hid in this dark alley. Reve, well she's okay I guess. She'll become a full human and she'll eventually forget that she loved me. And Alija. I don't know. I can still feel that she loves me but she got Calle now. It's good actually. She's slowly moving on and I don't have to worry about her getting hurt when I disappear from this world. The thing is that, my mind is slipping from this plan. I wanted to distance myself from her but I just can't. Everytime I see her, the walls just crumble. I want to hug her, kiss her, and hold her in my arms. I don't know how long I can hold back when the urge to run towards her becomes stronger and stronger everytime she's there. This whole love thing doesn't really matter anymore. I will die and that's final. I know and I accept that. I'm just probably having a hard time deciding between whose happiness is more important. Mine or hers. I think I know the answer. I just want to hug her very badly.

"Are you trying to kill yourself again?" An approaching voice said. Bård broke off from his thoughts and looked at the approaching image. It's Reve.

"How did you found me?" Bård asked. Reve sat beside him before answering.

"I followed you." She replied.

"I have a question." Bård said.

"What?"

"What will happen when I die?"

Reve got struck by the question. Bård isn't going to die, unless someone will actually kill him right after the bead is transferred back to Reve.

"I will get the bead, which by now have adapted all the human characteristics from you and I will become a full human. I won't be immortal anymore and unless something will happen or that someone will kill me, I will just live as a human until I die of old age." Reve replied.

"I mean what will happen to me? Will I just fall down and refuse to wake up forever? Will I disappear? Will they be able to see my dead body? What?" Bård asked. Desperate to know the answer.

"Why do you want to know? You will die. That's it. It doesn't matter what happens to your body." Reve replied coldly.

"I need to know. I need to know if I'll have a funeral. Will my family bury me or will they just wonder where I went, why I am gone. Will they remember the days that I spent with them this whole time or will they just forget about it? I need to know. I need to know what will happen to my family, to the persons I leave when I die." Bård pointed out.