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Bård woke up. He fell asleep on the floor. He looked around him. What would Vegard say if he see all this mess? He asked himself. He pulled himself up, grabbed the telephone and requested to transfer to another room, told the management that he will pay everything that was destroyed and that they will not tell his brother what truly happened. The hotel agreed and now, he's packing his things including Vegard's.
When he's almost done, somebody knocked on the door. He knew for sure that it wasn't Vegard. He's still taping.
"Why does she have to knock when she can teleport?" Bård asked himself. He's sure that it's Reve so he just ignored it. The knocking continued but he was determined to ignore it. Then, he heard the door open.
"What the fuck?!" Someone said behind him.
Bård turned around and was surprised to see Calle with his luggage.
"Calle?" Bård just said.
"You did this?" Calle asked ignoring Bård's question.
Bård went back to packing rather than answering Calle.
"Tell me, did you do this?!" Calle asked again. Bård stayed silent.
Calle dropped his bag and went closer to Bård. He made him turn to him.
"Why?" Calle asked looking directly at Bård's eyes. Bård looked down instead of answering Calle's question.
Calle pulled Bård by his shirt's collar.
Bård let go and went back to fixing their things.
"What the hell is happening?" Calle said.
"Nothing." Bård said flatly.
"Tell me, is this about Alija again?" Calle asked.
"I don't want to talk about it." Bård said.
Calle let out a sigh. "You need help." Calle said concerned.
"Just don't tell this to Vegard." Bård replied. He walked to the sofa and grabbed his shirt, folded it clumsily, and put it inside his bag.
"Why are you here anyway?" Bård asked casually.
"The director said that they need replacement. He said that you're not finishing the movie so they need to shoot again with me as the new you. I don't want to do it but Vegard said that no one could make you finish the movie so I went here. Are you sure you don't want to be a part of it anymore?" Calle said as he sat on the sofa.
Bård did not answered.
"You know it will save so much time and money if you continue this project. I know that I'm a hottie but I also know that the audience wants to see you more on that movie than me." Calle said jokingly.
"Yeah, but you're already here." Bård said.
"Nah, I'm cool with it. I always wanted a vacation. Why are you packing?" Calle asked Bård.
"Vegard will be furious if he sees this. We will transfer to another room." Bård said.
"Yeah he'll freak out." Calle said in agreement.
There was a long moment of silence. Bård just continued packing while Calle was thinking of ways on how to help Bård.
Bård finally finished packing both his and Vegard's things. He sat on the edge of their messy bed then laid down, slamming his back on the bed. He just stared at the ceiling.
Calle put his elbows on his knees.
"I never imagined seeing you like this." Calle said.
"Me too." Bård said while still staring at the ceiling.
"I mean, you're Bård Ylvisåker. You can surely find someone better than her. Someone who will love you and will never leave you." Calle said.
"I can accept that she doesn't love me but I don't understand, I don't know, I'm trying, but I can't find the reason why she left like that. We were very happy and then when I woke up, she's gone and I'm left collecting every piece of memory of her. I was left hanging." Bård said.
"It will get better soon." Calle said reassuring Bård.
"I don't think so." Bård said. He very well knew that it will never be okay again.
"It will. Just let time heal everything." Calle said.
That's what I don't have. Bård said at the back of his mind. He'll die soon.
"I'm trying to be okay, but everyday I remember her and all the pain comes back. Everyone is moving on with their lives and everything is happening so fast around me. Everyone is saying that I'll be okay, but they don't understand. I'm suspended in this spot and I'm trying to move on but I'm stuck." Bård said, now a tear falling on the side of his eye straight to his ear.
Calle doesn't know what to say. He never really know what to do in these situations.
"I would give everything just to turn back time. I should have never fallen asleep that time when she left. I should have held her tight to keep her from leaving. I would do everything just to see her again and if that happens, I will never let her go." Bård said, panting.
"There's nothing you could do about it." Calle said.
"Exactly. If I only did something to stop her from leaving, she would have stayed. It's all my fault. Now she's out my life. It's all my fault." Bård said with more tears falling from his eyes.
"What the hell are you saying? It's not your fault." Calle said as he stood up from the sofa.
Bård just stayed silent and closed his eyes.
"Listen to me, you will get over this. Alija is not your downfall. You just got a big hit for goodness' sake. Everything is actually working very well in your career, just focus on that." Calle said as he was staring down at Bård.
Bård did not reply, instead, he stood up and grabbed his and Vegard's luggage and walked towards the door. Calle just stared at Bård's weird actions.
Bård held the doorknob, but before he turn it open, he stopped.
"Honestly, I don't care anymore." Bård said and opened the door. Then, by his surprise, Vegard was there, standing furiously.
"Did you think that I wouldn't know this?" Vegard said as he gave Bård an angry look.
"I found us another room." Bård said coldly and walked away. Vegard grabbed his shoulder and made Bård face him.
"Stop being so childish Bård. Stop doing this!" Vegard said.
"What is it with you? Just let me be! I'm old enough to be controlled by my big brother!" Bård said angrily.
"Yes! You're old enough and you should know by now the difference between what's wrong and right! I just want to help you." Vegard yelled back.
"Well you don't have to, so stop it. Just leave me alone." Bård said and took Vegard's hand off from his shoulder.
"Stop being so selfish Bård! The world will not stop just because you're hurt!" Vegard yelled as Bård was walking away.
"Fine! From now on, I will leave you alone. I'm getting tired of babysitting you! Go on! I don't care!" Vegard said.
Bård heard those words but he didn't turned back.
"You'll stop babysitting me soon." He said under his breath.
A/N: For those who didn't noticed, Chapters 7,8,9 is based on the '5 phases of grief (DABDA)' Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, and Acceptance.
I'm so sorry if this was a late update and a very short chapter. Anyways, thank you, yes YOU for reading!
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