Insanity Descent

Some Lovely Things my Dad Says

Here's a little compilation of a bunch of conversations my dad and I have had that I think are TOTALLY fucked up. I will be paraphrasing and summarizing theses conversations.

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Whenever I complain to my dad that he's not really doing enough as a fatherly/parental figure, he always complains that he did a bunch of shit when my siblings and I were little kids. He'll complain that when my mom divorced him that he decided to take us in and that he could've just left us on the streets and says we should be more grateful to him.

While it's true you did that, that's kinda your job as a parent. I don't owe you shit, gratitude or material items, for that. If you think me or either of my siblings owe you for it, we don't.

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My dad always tells me how he hates that my mom got me vaccinated behind his back. He wanted to give me no vaccines whatsoever and home school me, but my mom vaccinated me and enrolled me in public school. According to him it's part of a government control scheme and since I've been vaccinated and part of the public school system for so long I'm brainwashed.

I don't even know what to say about this other than my mom actually did one good thing in her pathetic life.

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Speaking of my mom, if I ever say she did ANYTHING good my dad starts yelling at me and telling me that I'm gonna end up killing someone just like she did just for saying she did ONE small good deed. Express the fact I'm happy about some random time she actually had food in the house and didn't just starve us all day? Gonna kill someone. Express the fact I'm happy she taught me that if I ever get in a situation where I need to defend myself that I should go for something important? Gonna kill someone.

But if I say anything bad about my brother, he goes on a whole rant about how I need to be more willing to forgive him and starts complaining that I need to get along with my brother more. He outright doesn't believe me when I tell him my brother raped me and has physically and mentally tormented me for years, or he says, "It was probably a poor attempt at humor."

My mom killed somebody, but she still did good things. Not many, but there are a few good things she did. My brother raped me. He has done a lot of bad things. Yes, he's also done some good things and ironically I'd probably be dead if he didn't exist, but he's also done a lot of bad things- he's done way more bad than good. And it's the same story for my mom.

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If I ever say I'm depressed my dad says the government is trying to brainwash me into thinking that there's 'something to be sad about.'

I'm literally bipolar, dumbass. No, there is NOTHING for me to be sad about, but bipolar {along with depression} doesn't care. Sometimes there's a reason someone is depressed, but there's not always a reason. There's no reason for you to climb up fucking trees and just about slice your hands off in accidents but you do it anyways all for the sake of your radio antenna.

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If I ever complain that I'm hallucinating, my dad just tells me it's a demon trying to 'trick me into doing something bad' and tells me to pray it away. He's literally threatened to send me to a priest to get an exorcism performed because I kept complaining that I was hallucinating.

...Pretty sure I'm not possessed if I can touch a cross and read the Bible LMAO, so I dunno why I'd need an exorcism performed on me.

As for the demon part, I literally sleep with all sorts of religious shit in my room so I'm pretty sure if I'm seeing stuff in there it's either an extremely powerful demon and you should've taken action years ago or it's, woah, shocker, NOT A DEMON. Plus I already tried the praying thing just to prove him wrong but he says it's because I "didn't put enough faith in God" that it didn't work. Um... what?