all too well

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hey guys! thanks for the reads i hope you are enjoying the story!

the next morning jade was awake long before beck. she quietly crawled over him, careful not to wake him. she'd been up most of the night with a headache anyway, so she finally decided to get up around 8 am.

pretty early for jade on weekends. she swiftly said out of the bed and into the bathroom. beck stirred while she was in there, squinting in the bright lights of the sun.

"jade?" he asked turning to her side of the bed.

"jade?" he said a little louder sitting up. the bathroom door flung open.

"yeah?" she asked running out.

"oh sorry i just..." he replied letting his sentence trail off.

"you what? you what beck?" she half yelled when he didn't answer the first time. oh goody she's in a great mood, beck thought rolling his eyes internally.

"did you sleep with moose?" he blurted out staring at her as she stopped in her tracks. her eyes widened and she bit down on her lip.

"beck i- how did you-ok look." she was finding it hard to find the words.

"you said it." beck raised his eyebrows.

"i what?" she asked looking confused.

"you told me. last night when you were drunk you said you kissed and him and maybe even did more" beck said flatly trying to read the emotions on jades face. she just stood there, in mere shock. after a few seconds she managed to get a sentence out.

"ok beck look. yes you're right. when we broke up i had a small thing with moose when he was here. BUT i didn't feel anything and i just did it to get back you!" she tried to sound sympathetic, but it came out in an aggressive way.

"oh come on jade! really? we were broken up for a week and you were already sleeping around?" he shot back.

"hey hey hey don't tell me you didn't have other things when we broke up!" she yelled at him beginning to get angry.

"no i didn't! in fact jade you're the only girl i've ever even slept with! and honestly i thought you were the same way but i'm guess i'm not that special am i?" beck screamed starting to pace around the rv.

"don't even go there beck you can't even count the list of sluts and whores that you've been with!" she screeched at him.

"do you feel better now? does yelling at me make you feel better about yourself?!" he screamed at her.

"YES IT FUCKING DOES!!" she yelled in his face getting close to him. her voice pierced his ears.

"jade you KNOW how insecure i am about all of this and moose has been overshadowing me my whole life and now he can say he has you too?!" he yelled backing away.

"HE DOESNT HAVE ME BECK!!" she screamed sitting down on a nearby chair and burying her face in her hands.

"god i cant-" beck sighed, exasperated.

"YOU CANT WHAT BECK?! CANT DEAL WITH ME?! JESUS I KNEW YOU WERE GONNA BREAK UP WITH ME I KNEW IT EVER SINCE THE DAY YOU ALMOST KISSED TORI!!" she yelled her eyes starting to water.

"WE ALREADY TALKED ABOUT THAT WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BRING IT BACK UP! GOD JADE!" he screamed aggressively pacing around the rv.

"ya know i'm gonna go." she said after a few seconds of silence.

"no jade dont-" he tried to protest.

"no i'm gonna leave beck" she continued making her way to the door.

"i'm sorry no jade please." he said calmly following her to the door.

"ya know beck maybe we got lost in translation, maybe i asked for too much!" she half yelled opening the door but turning to talk to him.

"but maybe this thing was a masterpiece before you tore it all up!" he yelled back as she slammed the door behind her.

(ps the added lyrics in the end matched the title if you didn't notice :)))

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