𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘣𝘭𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘮𝘦//𝘷𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴

king of my heart

hey guys i hope you are enjoying the story so far!

TRIGGER WARNINGS- alcohol consumption, nudity, sex

"jade... JADE!" beck yelled at her, shaking her awake. the dark image of her nightmare suddenly hit her.

"beck oh my god i'm so sorry i'm so so sorry i didn't mean to" she said beginning to sob into his shoulder. finally realizing the bright white walls of the hospital, and looking down at the lines imprinted on her from the sweaty hospital chair. he raised one eyebrow,

"didn't mean to what baby?" he asked.

"i didn't mean to-" she began to say before interrupting herself.

"wait is cat awake?" she asked her eyes narrowing.

"n- no... jade are you ok?" he questioned grabbing her hands softly.

"ya i just... had a bad dream." she said stuttering over the words.

"another one? well it's ok you're here you're safe." he comforted her as she cried into his shoulder.

"what happened last?" she asked trying to confront reality.

"well you stormed out of sikowitz's class and came here. i followed you because well i had a feeling you were coming here and i didn't want you to be alone. when i came in you looked like you had collapsed into this chair before making it to cats room." he stated trying to hold onto her hands and keep her calm.

"so... i haven't seen cat yet?" she asked still confused. he shook his head no as she leaned back grabbing her head. "

what's going on jade?" beck asked suspiciously. she knew he was just worried about her, which was beyond sweet. but this secret could break him. it could break them all.

"its just like all at once you are the one i have been waiting for my whole life beck." she was still crying and beck was trying to follow.

"and is this it? the end of all the endings? are our broken bones finally mending?" she spat words out, trying to form sentences.

"i'm a little lost but ok" beck laughed slightly.

"what i am trying to say" she was still crying but managed to laugh a little.

"YOU are the king of my heart" she stated. it was like all at once she was mad. mad at herself for loving someone else. when beck was right there. easy. and she wasn't going to let herself ruin what she and beck had for a girl who might not even make it. she was mad at herself. for liking girls. for falling for cat. for all of it. god this would've been so much easier if i was straight, she thought slightly rolling her eyes.

"i love you beck oliver" she declared grabbing his head and pulling him in. and she meant it. she loved him.

and he was her priority right now. more importantly he was AWAKE right now, she argued with herself. he willingly fell into a deep kiss with her and pulled away for a half a second to utter those four words,

"i love you too"

back at the rv beck noticed jade being herself again a little bit.

"ew no i'm not putting that down my throat" she looked repulsed looking at the bottle of vodka beck was holding.

"cmon i just grabbed it from my dads cabinet" beck laughed trying to convince her.

"how much did he get it for a whole $2?" she asked sarcastically.

"just swallow it" he laughed at her as she smiled innocently.

"fine." she gave in, pouting a little bit.

about a half an hour later jade was on top of him. as she reached for the belt on his pants and undid it he ripped off her shirt. they both liked where this was heading. he stroked his fingers into her dark black locks as she yanked down his jeans. she laced her fingers through his, every so slightly lifting them up. he grabbed the strap on her bra and tried to rip it off sideways.

"again, it doesn't work like that mr player" she laughed as heaved his hand up her chest. she pressed her body closely against his, biting down on his lips. he moved his hands up her body slowly making her smile uncontrollably.

"you like this?" he teased grabbing onto her boob. she instantly recognized he was trying to top her and grabbed his crotch a little to harshly. he winced a little before she smiled at him sweetly,

"you like that?" she laughed at him as she ran her fingers through his hair.

"surprisingly yes" he replied before grabbing her back and yanking her down onto him. he began to suck harshly on her neck as she muttered,

"we're gonna regret this in the morning". little did they know they would regret it for a long time after that night.

ok guys i hope you liked that chapter! just to clear some things up- all of the jade confessing and cat waking up and beck slitting his throat was all jades nightmare.