Fix me (sequel to broken promises)

Where am i

(Sorry if this don't make sense I'm a crying mess writing this) also sad warning

Harmony's POV when??? Where???

I don't know where I am it feels like I left my body or something everything feels normal. I see my body on the ground but I'm not inside my body. I just see my body

I close my eyes and open them. What the hell im in a different place. I feel like I'm floating. I hear voices calling my name screaming and their deep voices sounding like the boys. I can't see them everything's just white. I close my eyes again to try to make it stop and it does. But this time when I open my eyes I feel like I'm floating walking on a pillow. A person standing infront of me and I recognize who it is it's my grandma

"Harmony baby" my grandma says

"G-granny" I stutter

"Yes it's me baby" she says with the soft voice I remember from when I was a child

"B-but y-your d-dead" I stutter

"Yes I am baby" she says

"T-then what am I" I ask "still deciding" she says and I'm completely lost

"A-am I dead" I ask

"Not yet but you can be only if you choose. But with death comes consequences and going back to reality will have consequences too" she says touching my face like she did when I was a kid

"What do you mean" I ask

"Come on walk with me harm. So you tried to commit" my grandma says with sadness in her voice

"Yeah I did" I sigh

"Well why did you do it" she asks

"It's just that my life sucks granny first of all your not there I got kidnapped kinda by my ex and he raped me too my step dad beat me my dad forgot about me and so did my mom" I sigh

"But you know who didn't forget you" she says
"Who" I ask

"Your friends" she says and I just nod

"Harmony if you want to stay here with me there's gonna be consequences wanna see a sneak peak of them" she says and I nod

"Close your eyes and think" she says and I follow what she says. When I open my eyes I'm in some sort of church. Everyone dressed in black crying. I see all my friends sobbing but I can't hear them. My granny has her arm linked into mine and we walk down the aisle

No one could see us as hard as I tried for them to see me they couldn't and I couldn't hear them. As we get closer to the alter I see a casket with someone inside of it. I look to see Jaden at the podium saying something but I can't hear. He looks torn which makes me say. He's crying and shaking and crying. I look behind me to see Bryce and Emma sobbing they look sad and so do the other boys. All the girls are crying even my friends from Toronto were there. I walk up to the casket and see who's inside of it. It's me I'm dead. I gasp in shock

I then hear one thing come out of someone's mouth

"To the love of my life harmony hall we love you so much. Fly high my Angel" he says sounding sad and it makes me sad

"So Harmony you have a decision to make. Do you want to stay up here with me and have this happen in real life. Or do you want to go back to reality with all your friends and fight for your life" my granny asks

"I-Im gonna miss you though" I say to my grandma

"I know baby but you gotta choose. We'll meet again when it's your time. If you stay here with me you'll put your friends through suffering but if you go back you'll take the suffering" she says

"Ok I wanna go back to reality" I say sure then ever I don't want my friends to suffer I rather take it all

"Good luck my baby girl" she says and let's go of me. It feels like I'm falling and falling and it's pitch black I can't see anything

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If you were confused let's just say she went up

Anyways guys I'm so dumb i forgot to say

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