Fix me (sequel to broken promises)

Help

(⚠️again this whole chapter needs a trigger warning read at your own risk⚠️)

I run off to my room sobbing i can't take it anymore. I get to my bathroom and close the door behind me but not locking it. I look at myself in the mirror and start to cry even more. What everything they said was true

"You piece of shit look at you pathetic" i say looking at myself in the mirror "you don't have a purpose you don't belong" i say through the sobs "what they said was right ever part of it was right you whore you fat whale disgusting" i say not even able to look at myself anymore

I look around the washroom to see the broken blade i left untouched. I grab it without hesitation. I cut myself once on each arm to match my cuts. I drop the blade I'm disappointed and disgusted by myself. I can't even feel the pain anymore

"You fucking did it again you relapsed you dumb fuck. Your letting everyone down yourself your friends your brother Jaden your grandma" i say to myself sitting in the bath tub

"You don't deserve anything you fuck up just die already it would help the world" i say crying. Watching the blood drip down my arms only making everything worse why did i do that.

I hear the front door open and loud boys coming inside and footsteps coming towards my room their really loud.

Jadens pov

I feel bad for leaving harmony alone this morning as much as i wanted to stay with her today i had to go with the boys. Well right now we're walking to the car and the Hollywoodfix was waiting for us right there

"Hey boys what's up how's it goin" he says "good good" we all respond nodding our heads

"Have y'all seen the video posted by Kevin Wong a few minutes ago. It had your house in it and I'm pretty sure cally and 2 other people were at your house talking to harmony outside. There was no audio you couldn't hear them talking but you could see harmony crying what was that about" he asks and we all freeze dead in our tracks

"We gotta go come on guys" Blake says and we run to the car. Bryce gets in the drivers seat and i sit in the passengers seat

"Come on Bryce dive" i say starting to worry. You don't know why harmony could've done or what she's gonna do

At the house

When we get to the house i jump out of the car and open the door with my key all the boys follow me but some wait outside her room. I run up to harmonys room as fast as i can and once i get there harmonys not in her bed not outside but the bathroom lights on oh no

I barge into the bathroom and there you see harmony sitting in the bathtub crying with blood coming down her arms noooo

Harmony's pov

"No don't come close" i say with a cracky voice

"Harmony" jaden says

"No jaden stop don't come close i don't want to hurt you" i say sobbing

"I don't care if you hurt me Harmony" Jaden says before sitting beside me in the bathtub hugging me and i cry into his chest. Why am i liek this always letting people down

"What happened" jaden asks "nothing I'm fine" i say getting up and walking over to my bed "Come on Harm don't be like that you have to talk to us" he says and i shake my head no

"I'm fine jaden ok" i say and i lay down on my bed on my stomach and fall asleep

Bryce's pov

Harmony needs help like serious help. The doctor recommended that she goes and sees a therapist to get diagnosed so they can help her and she could get better. I know that it's gonna take a lot of convincing but i don't care i want to help her. I called a therapist and booked her an appointment for 12pm tomorrow. Now i just got to tell her to go.

I walk into their room where she's sleeping and Jaden beside her waiting for her to wake up. Jaden already rewrapped her arms to stop the bleeding. I know for a fact Jaden still loves Harm because if not he wouldn't be sitting there right now he would be somewhere else far away from harm if her didn't care

"Jaden can you go for a sec i need to talk to harm" i say and Jaden nods and gets up and leaves

Ok so now for the hard part. Convincing her

Harmony's pov

I'm getting shaken awake by someone calling my name

"Harmony wake up Harm wake up we need to talk" I'm prettty sure it was Bryce who said that. And i turn around and feel pain in my arms and wince at it

"What" i say laying on my back

"Ok Harm i know you don't want to get help but please just listen to me" he says and i nod

"Harm the doctor from the hospital recommended that you talk to a therapist to diagnose you. I think you should go Harm i really do think you should. It'll help you. You could feel better and not like this anymore just listen to me and go please even if you don't want to go do it for me do it for Emma do it for Jaden" Bryce says looking sad. I hate seeing him sad. I mean it's worth a shot trying to fix me

"Mmmmmm fine I'll go" i say and he looks happy "wait really! Ok good because i set up an appointment for you tomorrow at 12 I'll drive you ok" Bryce says and i nod

"Don't worry harm things are gonna get better" he says giving me a hug before leaving the room

Not to long after Jaden comes into the room and jumps on top of me giving me a big hug. I wrap my arms around him as we hug. It's like around 4 pm now

"Wanna watch my little pony" Jaden asks "i thought you would never ask" i laugh turning it on. Jaden makes me happy he really does. Everything just feels normal when he's around he just makes me happy. I know that he's my ex but he's also my best friend and he was my best friend even before we dated

"So i heard Bryce convinced you to go to a therapist" Jaden says out of the blue

"Yeah i mean it's worth a shot maybe i could get professionally diagnosed or something and i could get treated and get better" i say. "Good. Your taking a chance your giving it a chance good for you harmony" Jaden says hugging me "maybe I'll be happier after and not have to feel the way i feel" i sigh

"I hope so" jaden says and we carry on watching my little pony

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Wow guys that's a no no

They all care about harmony some might show it but they do

Anyways have a good day guys

It's good harmony's gonna go to therapy

😼😷🥸🦠