Fix me (sequel to broken promises)

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I wake up in a random room that looks familiar. Oh god no it's my old bedroom from my moms house. I look around everywhere to try to escape but i can't I'm stuck to the bed once again. I turn my head to see Dustin there with a belt in his hand with a evil smile on his face. I don't have the casts on my wrist anymore. The closer and closer Dustin gets to me the more and more i can't move. Another guys behind him it's Brady

"Got you now you slut" Dustin laughs and puts his hand on my throat choking me

"You should've gone with your grandma and died you made the wrong decision" Brady says but before they hit me i fee someone shaking me

"harmony wake up" i hear Emma's voice say shaking me. Thank god it was just a dream. I'm shaking and crying my face feels red and I'm sweating and breathing heavily what the fuck Im having a panic attack while i was sleeping. Emma rubs my back and i try to focus on my breathing but I'm scared. The feeling i had before i was in the hospital is coming all back to me

"Harm breath breath your ok your ok" she comforts me and i start to slow down and calm down now I'm just crying into Emma's shoulder. I'm scared i really am i don't want to have to see Brady or Dustin ever again

"What's going on" Kio says popping his head through the door "oh" Kio says and now Jadens at the door too. "Harmony" i hear Jaden say and the bed sinks beside me because Jaden sat down

"Bryce where Bryce Bryce where's my brother" i ask I'm a shakey voice

"He's in his room i think he went to sleep after we got home" Kio says. I get up and run to Bryce's room and start banging on the door trembling. "Come in" Bryce says and i open the door closing it behind me

"Harm what's wrong" Bryce asks concerned

"Y-you p-promised Bryce" i sob and he gets up and pulls me into a hug "What did i promise" Bryce asks

"Y-you said that i-i wouldn't f-feel l-like h-how i felt b-before a-anymore" i stutter

"Harm what happened i told you that you need to talk to us what happened" Bryce asks calmly

"Bad dream d-Dustin and b-b-Brady b-beat m-me. T-they c-called me names a-and t-told me i should've went with grandma and died" i sob into Bryce's chest who just rubs my back

"Harmony no it's just a dream it's not real. Your safe here Harm" Bryce coes

"I-i-I'm s-scared Bryce" i stutter

"Harm your safe we got you" Bryce says "i-i f-feel n-numb" i stutter shaking

"Look at me harmony" Bryce says holding my head up "your safe here harmony their not here Dustin's not here Brady's not here your friends are here we're not gonna hurt you" Bryce assures me "now come on you need rest" he says walking me back to my room. Once we get back to my room Jadens sitting on my mattress which is on the floor no bed frame as i said earlier. I think Emma left to go home.

I feel like I'm going numb i want to feel something i don't want to go back. I'm shaking all my thoughts are going away i just feel numb i only feel pain. Bryce makes me lay down on my bed but i don't feel comfortable in my position.

I toss and turn over and over again. Everything feels like it's blocking out its all muffled and weird sounding feels like I'm falling. I forgot that I'm not alone in the room. I bump into Jadens arm i forgot he was there. I want to feel something i want it all to go away and be over now.

I cling onto Jadens side and burry my head in his chest. I feel his hand go on my head lightly stroking my hair and everything stops. It doesn't feel like I'm falling and the numbness slowly starts going away.

"See harm your safe" Bryce reassures me "yeah harm I got you" jaden coes

"Bryce can you put my little pony on tv" I say and him and Jaden just laugh

1am

After watching my little pony for a few hours with Jaden and bryce. Bryce went back to his room to go to bed. Jaden stood up to and was about to leave too

"Where you going" I ask Jaden in a tired voice

"I don't know shower then go to bed. Just giving you space" he shrugs stretching his arms

"I don't want space. Can you come back after your done please I don't want to be here alone that's scary. I don't need space I don't want space I want to not be alone" I rant

"Oh ok I'll be back after. And I'll remember you don't want space" he says and I just laugh and he leaves me room.

I'm bored so I go on my phone for the first time in a while. I've been getting a bunch of notifications on my phone the past couple of days. I look to see people in my dms asking about where I've been and stuff also a little bit of hate but not a lot also tik tok where I've been getting tagged in a lot of posts also Twitter I've been tagged in a bunch of tweets. All the things about it that boys going on a mental health break. Some tweets saying I'm a bad influencer for always taking breaks and shit. It's a little bit much to handle right now I don't know what to say. I think I might disable my social media accounts temporarily.

I start disable all my accounts kinda feeling bad for doing it but it's for the best right now. For me getting better and back to normal.

Jadens POV

Once I'm done taking a shower I throw some jogging pants and a sweater on. I do love harmony and I'm happy she actually wants me to stay with her. I want it to be like how we were before all the shit went down. She's getting back slowly but surely. Almost all the boys have gotten back on social media except me. I don't think I'll get back but not be to active for now. Right now I just want to keep harmony company

I was about to go back to harmony's room but first I went to the kitchen to get a snack. I walk into the kitchen where Bryce griff ant and q are sitting at the counter

"We'll look who decided to come downstairs" griff laughs

"I'm just getting a snack" I shrug going into the pantry

"So what's going on between you and harm you've been in her room all day" ant smirks

"We're starting over again I'm just keeping her company because she was ranting about how she doesn't want people to give her space or be alone" I shrug

"So jarmonys coming back" q says with hope in his eyes

"I don't know yet" I shrug laughing

"Boys SHES disabled the socials" Bryce says

"I mean it's probably for the best" griff says

"True" we all agree

"Well I gotta go now guys I'll see you tomorrow night boys" I say walking out of the kitchen

"Have fun watching my little pony with harm" Bryce yells making me laugh

I walk into harmony's room who's watching my little pony she looks so focused like she's watching it  ok her rooms kinda a mess right now we had to move her in last minute we all wanted her to come back so that's what we did. She just has a mattress on the ground with a dresser desk and tv on the ground infront of her bed

"Hey" I say closing the door behind me

"Finally your here" she says looking at me. I sit down beside her getting comfortable as she cuddles into my side yawning

"Go to sleep" I say putting my arm around her

"But I don't want to have a bad dream" she whines

"You won't I promise but if you do I'll be here when you wake up" I say to her and she just smiles.

After about one more episode of my little pony I hear her snoring. I ended up falling asleep too

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