Fix me (sequel to broken promises)

Trapped

It's been a month since I got out of the hospital and most of the boys have gone home only Jaden Bryce and Emma are left. But Jaden and Bryce are leaving tonight. It's a Sunday tonight

Where we left off

I got out of the hospital 4 days after me and Jaden talked. We're still together gotten a lot closer. I went back to school a week later the I was suppose to because the doctors said I had to stay home for a bit. Emma's acted as my therapist because I don't want to talk to anyone else about my problems because I have trust issues.

I love that my friends from la are here it's just that it feels like I'm trapped and I can't escape myself. I try to be happy to make people believe that I'm fine but im really not. I haven't been on social media for over a month and people are kinda worried jadens been less active too. Bryce has assured the fans that I'm ok though so I guess that's fine. Things haven't really changed still getting death threats from people and it gets to me sometimes but Jaden and Emma make me stop from hurting myself.

I feel like a fucking baby everyone taking care of me looking after me and shit I can't stand it but I don't tell anyone. Olivia comes over with the girls every so often. Samantha still bothers me always laughing and snickering at me and shit it's annoying. Her boyfriend Luke still talks to me but I've found it easy to shut people out if I'm not friends with them. Samantha hasnt gotten in trouble for anything yet and it's actually annoying. I'm moving back home in February not finishing the year in Canada just doing online after.

Right now I'm cuddling with Jaden in my bed crying and he's trying to make me stop crying

"Come on angel don't cry your gonna make me cry so don't cry" he says squeezing me tighter

"Fine" I say wiping away my tears and snuggling my head into his chest and he kisses me on the head

"Come on guys we gotta go now or your gonna miss your flight" Emma say coming into my room

"Let's go angel" Jaden says standing up and helping me up he puts his arm around me and we walk to the car

"I'm gonna miss you" I say to Jaden

"I'm gonna miss you too angel" Jaden says holding me tighter

Emma drives us to the airport with Bryce in front with Jaden and I in the back. We get to the airport and I step out of the car as Bryce gets the suite cases

"I'm gonna miss you hossler" I say with tears in my eyes

"Don't worry I'm gonna miss you too but please promise to answer your texts and take care of yourself please baby" Jaden tells me

"Ok fine love you" I say giving him a hug

"Love You too angel" Jaden says giving me one last kiss

"Bye" I say

"Bye" he reply's

"Bye Bryce miss you brother" I give Bryce a hug

"By sis take care of yourself" Bryce says then they both go to the airport and me and emma sit in the car and she drives off.

I let out a loud sigh hoping she wouldn't notice it but I know she's not that stupid

"Harm I know that Jaden left but please don't go all sad please please" Emma begs

"Maybe Emma maybe. I've only been putting a happy face on because I don't want them to worry about me I want them to know that I could take care of myself" I sigh with tears falling

"We know you can take care of yourself harm we just want to know that your ok" Emma says

"I'm fine Emma I really am" I cry

"You don't look fine" Emma exclaims

"But I am now end of discussion we're not talking about this anymore" I say crossing my arms and looking down wiping my tears away

The rest of the car ride is awkward neither me or Emma talk. No music or anything only the sound of the rain crashing down on the car and horns honking

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